12-05-2014, 10:39 PM
I don't really know how to handle this issue? Usually logically speaking, when you progress spiritually these things hold less grip over you, but that has not been the case but the exact opposite.
I keep getting synchronicity and being drawn to her by some outside magnetic force as soon as I'm at the verge of moving on, events, omens, and all kinds of phenomena are appearing and they appear to be trying very hard to get my attention and shout: "Hey, look at that aspect of your life! Look here!" but I don't really know what to do with it.
We have a certain "undercurrent" that is very magnetic, seemingly shared dreams and telepathic communication as well, and a few days ago I had a dream where we both walked in a forest, and walked a trail upto a huge mirror, when looking in the mirror, I could see the two of us standing in it, but as two children holding hands. Then she says to me: "Remember? Remember when we were friends?"
Then I woke up and I'm still lost to what it means but it felt highly significant. Anyway push/pull is going on for 6 years now, and I still don't know why.
I can move on quickly after a crush, or any other relationship and doing this to me is not my usual personality, but something deeper is going on here and something is trying to tell me something, and really trying hard to do so, yet in current conditions and even if not I do not think I would want a relationship with her. I do not have those normal feelings of romantic love or infatuation in the sense that I long for anything outside of me, yet there is this "undercurrent" that is present. Pretty intense too.
I'm clueless, what do you guys think?
Did Ra say anything about that? I can't find ANYTHING on this, or anything legitimate about "twin flames" except teen girls who all think butterfly's in the stomach means it must be the half of their own soul (...) Meh.
I keep getting synchronicity and being drawn to her by some outside magnetic force as soon as I'm at the verge of moving on, events, omens, and all kinds of phenomena are appearing and they appear to be trying very hard to get my attention and shout: "Hey, look at that aspect of your life! Look here!" but I don't really know what to do with it.
We have a certain "undercurrent" that is very magnetic, seemingly shared dreams and telepathic communication as well, and a few days ago I had a dream where we both walked in a forest, and walked a trail upto a huge mirror, when looking in the mirror, I could see the two of us standing in it, but as two children holding hands. Then she says to me: "Remember? Remember when we were friends?"
Then I woke up and I'm still lost to what it means but it felt highly significant. Anyway push/pull is going on for 6 years now, and I still don't know why.
I can move on quickly after a crush, or any other relationship and doing this to me is not my usual personality, but something deeper is going on here and something is trying to tell me something, and really trying hard to do so, yet in current conditions and even if not I do not think I would want a relationship with her. I do not have those normal feelings of romantic love or infatuation in the sense that I long for anything outside of me, yet there is this "undercurrent" that is present. Pretty intense too.
I'm clueless, what do you guys think?
Did Ra say anything about that? I can't find ANYTHING on this, or anything legitimate about "twin flames" except teen girls who all think butterfly's in the stomach means it must be the half of their own soul (...) Meh.