01-15-2010, 03:15 PM
Recently I have been feeling very balanced, emotionally, mentally, and physically. After several clear meditations, I came to a point where I felt like I had a proper question to ask my higher self and spirit guides. I just had this experience about an hour ago, and felt the need to share it, so here goes.
I spent much time trying to figure out what to ask (several days), and came with this question...
"What needs to be done while I am still incarnated in this life, before it is proper for me to leave this incarnation."
I got a VERY clear message, and it's important that I set it up before I explain what the message was, and how I interpret it.
I work as a security guard, and after the first 2 hours of my shift, we have to close this clubhouse building, lock it up and alarm it and all. I don't take care of that duty, someone who is non-security does this. This past week the alarm system has not been working, so the other non-security employees just lock the doors and I walk them out of the area.
Ok, so back to the message.
I lied down to meditate, and after coming up with the question, left myself open to receive it. I lost track of time and somewhere along the meditation I drifted off to sleep (very short nap actually). When I came to my senses, I felt the familiar "pre-OBE vibes" and didn't understand right away if I had actually fallen asleep. Instead of following my immediate reaction of wanting to try and pop out of body for some fun, I began to think "wait a sec, I think I dozed off and I might have received the answer to my question...lemme try and remember what I dreamed about."
Almost immediately I began remembering that I DID in fact dream, and my question was answered. The dream was, thankfully, super short and clear cut. In the dream I was at work, and I walked into the clubhouse that we have to lock up. In the dream I realized that the clubhouse alarm does not need to be set since it doesn't work, and that the co-worker who locks the clubhouse has already left the building.
So I realized in the dream that all that needed to be done now was to lock the doors myself (they can be locked from the inside without a key, all you do is walk out and it locks behind you) and to just step outside. I was so grateful when I remembered this dream, because the meaning of the dream was so simple that there is not much room for interpretation.
It seems the message they were trying to give me is that I am indeed ready to leave, BUT that I needed to understand that once I leave, once I walk out that building, I CANNOT come back. Indeed, in the metaphor of the dream as well as in reality, once I walk out that door I cannot come back. (in my actual job, security doesn't have the key to get back in once it's locked!)
This has DEFINITELY been the most clear communication I have ever received from my guidance when it comes to dreaming. How did this communication impact me? How has it affected my thinking of the situation?
I understand that I do not NEED to do anything else before I leave. I understand that the path is clear, and my time feels like it is VERY soon to depart (my reasoning for that is a whole essay unto itself, which I have no desire to get into here). I understand why my guides have stressed the "point of no return" theme in that dream, because I am now left with pretty much as much time as I choose to wrap up some final things, take care of some unfinished business, before I go. This sounds paradoxical, but I'm speaking of unfinished business that would just make the transition easy for not only myself, but the ones I am closest to.
Thanks for reading, and as always, Godspeed!
I spent much time trying to figure out what to ask (several days), and came with this question...
"What needs to be done while I am still incarnated in this life, before it is proper for me to leave this incarnation."
I got a VERY clear message, and it's important that I set it up before I explain what the message was, and how I interpret it.
I work as a security guard, and after the first 2 hours of my shift, we have to close this clubhouse building, lock it up and alarm it and all. I don't take care of that duty, someone who is non-security does this. This past week the alarm system has not been working, so the other non-security employees just lock the doors and I walk them out of the area.
Ok, so back to the message.
I lied down to meditate, and after coming up with the question, left myself open to receive it. I lost track of time and somewhere along the meditation I drifted off to sleep (very short nap actually). When I came to my senses, I felt the familiar "pre-OBE vibes" and didn't understand right away if I had actually fallen asleep. Instead of following my immediate reaction of wanting to try and pop out of body for some fun, I began to think "wait a sec, I think I dozed off and I might have received the answer to my question...lemme try and remember what I dreamed about."
Almost immediately I began remembering that I DID in fact dream, and my question was answered. The dream was, thankfully, super short and clear cut. In the dream I was at work, and I walked into the clubhouse that we have to lock up. In the dream I realized that the clubhouse alarm does not need to be set since it doesn't work, and that the co-worker who locks the clubhouse has already left the building.
So I realized in the dream that all that needed to be done now was to lock the doors myself (they can be locked from the inside without a key, all you do is walk out and it locks behind you) and to just step outside. I was so grateful when I remembered this dream, because the meaning of the dream was so simple that there is not much room for interpretation.
It seems the message they were trying to give me is that I am indeed ready to leave, BUT that I needed to understand that once I leave, once I walk out that building, I CANNOT come back. Indeed, in the metaphor of the dream as well as in reality, once I walk out that door I cannot come back. (in my actual job, security doesn't have the key to get back in once it's locked!)
This has DEFINITELY been the most clear communication I have ever received from my guidance when it comes to dreaming. How did this communication impact me? How has it affected my thinking of the situation?
I understand that I do not NEED to do anything else before I leave. I understand that the path is clear, and my time feels like it is VERY soon to depart (my reasoning for that is a whole essay unto itself, which I have no desire to get into here). I understand why my guides have stressed the "point of no return" theme in that dream, because I am now left with pretty much as much time as I choose to wrap up some final things, take care of some unfinished business, before I go. This sounds paradoxical, but I'm speaking of unfinished business that would just make the transition easy for not only myself, but the ones I am closest to.
Thanks for reading, and as always, Godspeed!
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. I have absolutely no interest in 2012, especially since I agree with Ra's message about the planetary changes being "trivial" in their eyes. I like to believe the transition to 4d on this planet will be a gradual evolution, as the physical manifestation "catches up" to the metaphysical blueprint of 4d earth. Heaven on Earth they say...heh.
