04-19-2020, 07:15 PM
I've been suffering for a while now and I've had reoccurring dreams of the same demon tormenting me. I've had a long history going back into my childhood with that and over the years I've sort of accumulated negative thoughtforms which. Basically a friend of mine told me to look for someone who knows stuff about entity attachments. Could someone perhaps rid me of it or help me to? I should probably mention back then when I was still a kid I reached out for higher beings to give me magical power. I don't even know why I did what I did it was so stupid but I eventually ended up with an imaginary friend that has turned into a voice and now turned out to be a tormenting demon or thoughtform. Though in the dream it looked pretty real and seemed to have a mind if it's own. This entity has a large degree of control over me. Probably should mention that I do hear a voice. It speaks to me regularly telling me what to do but mostly just tricking and confusing me. I had several dreams of being attacked in the void..and then it basically telling me that in this lifetime I'm it's property and I should do what it says otherwise I'd simply suffer and make most spiritual progress. It tries to lure me into the negative with a lot of temptations. It has a dark clouds body with no meaningfully looking limbs(almost as if he wears a robe) but it's face is there and it looks very scary and ugly..like that of the guy in the movie scream. Probably a bad example. But the teeth are also crooked. The eyes were human looking. It spends most of it's time tormenting me in my dreams and then in my daily life. I guess now it's a bit easier to understand my situation. Feels like hell and I swear sometimes it's like I can feel the lower realms because I'm vibrationally so low. Having a voice in your head 24/7 isn't great. I've tried for years to get rid of it. I tried everything and nothing worked.
I read you can identify certain entities this way so this is the reason I'm writing this down if anybody knows it.
I hope someone here knows how to get rid of it or could help me do so.
I read you can identify certain entities this way so this is the reason I'm writing this down if anybody knows it.
I hope someone here knows how to get rid of it or could help me do so.