02-09-2013, 08:26 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-09-2013, 08:27 AM by AlkalinElf.)
Hello Jim,
First of all thank you, for sharing all of it. I just today read most of this thread and want instantly to reply, but then I realized it actually was posted quite some time ago. As for being a bit 'crowded' in one body, I can relate to that in a few ways, since I have a 'contact' that turned later on in conscious channeling to quite a few entities, then back to higher self communication, which culminated with remembrance of past life me, which in turn ended up with present me communicating past me about all the issues present me has and where did they came from. It was kinda... well, weird having past me telling me about past lifes that I from now doesn't remember, but past me also penetrated in the past past me and tried to resolve some of it. Whew. Quite the mess. It doesn't end here of course, interactions continue from a lot of sides. The problems I personally came into, was when I remembered past me... and I identified with it. It's hard not to, it was me, that was the person I was my whole childhood until events shaped me differently. But me then was a man and me now is a girl. Can't even tell you the times I freaked out my faithfull good friends by changing facial expression and deepening the voice when I lost grip on WHO was I at a given time. So many triggers that 'I' felt stronger to face them as past me than present me. It was sort of complicated till I learned how to deal with it, understood why it happened, and how I closed that chapter. I hope I find the strength to sit down one day and write it all in this section, maybe some people will find that useful somehow in their own.
I am writing this, because it was always unclear to me what truely happens when one has that kind of experiences. For one, I always thought that another soul comes into my body. I don't know if that one is right, but it felt like coming through my crown chakra and exits the same way, I could make the difference when it's a vibration from the 'air' outside of my body contact like a telepathic communication, and I always had the feeling in conscious channel that I have another soul that came in at times to do the same thing but in different way. With a certainty I can tell that I did had another soul present in my body for a very long time, not my higher self, but an entity that was my master, teaching me things about the One and how to handle life.
Born as a huge empathic that till present day (yesterday was the last time when it happened) cries on the street everytime I see old person that barely walks because of old age or has broken clothes (I come from a poor country). I was unable for years to deal with the cruelty that human kind is capable of doing especially because I've witnessed so much of it, to where I live, war is not unfamiliar term and experience. One of the first things that my Master entity taught me to do in that kind of situations, was to tell to myself every time I feel I am breaking to pieces from sadness , 'do I really know why that entity is experiencing that situation in that given moment?' . It helped me turn to a different point of view in life, that free will aside (no one is denying that), I should stop seeing people as helpless victims. I apparently was keeping a blind eye for the WHOLE picture, dividing to victims and oppressors, but forgetting of entities preincarnative choices. All in all, if you take look on a situation only from a 3D perspective, taking it for granted in here and now that it's unfair - than it really is unfair. But if we just a bit extend into the other side of things where all entities make some decision about what will happen next then the first perspective falls down. I am satisfied with the mystery of the world, and I've come to know my limits that I can't really understand why is the world as it is. When I read that Ra had the same stance on 3D, that understanding is not of this dimension it only confirmed what I was already taught. Sure it's because of the people's will, but then they are the Creator, and it's not my place to tell them of seemingly 'better' ways to live their lives. Suffering is also a lesson, and my God, learning to deal with it is a mastery. Well at least for me, it was/ is quite the adventure. I can only offer you this perspective of mine: don't understand it, just accept it with utmost respect for the both sides involved - both victims and oppressors as their own choice. Ones need to experience how it is to get victimized, the others to oppress. Who knows... maybe next life they will switch sides. We never know.
Much love and silence
First of all thank you, for sharing all of it. I just today read most of this thread and want instantly to reply, but then I realized it actually was posted quite some time ago. As for being a bit 'crowded' in one body, I can relate to that in a few ways, since I have a 'contact' that turned later on in conscious channeling to quite a few entities, then back to higher self communication, which culminated with remembrance of past life me, which in turn ended up with present me communicating past me about all the issues present me has and where did they came from. It was kinda... well, weird having past me telling me about past lifes that I from now doesn't remember, but past me also penetrated in the past past me and tried to resolve some of it. Whew. Quite the mess. It doesn't end here of course, interactions continue from a lot of sides. The problems I personally came into, was when I remembered past me... and I identified with it. It's hard not to, it was me, that was the person I was my whole childhood until events shaped me differently. But me then was a man and me now is a girl. Can't even tell you the times I freaked out my faithfull good friends by changing facial expression and deepening the voice when I lost grip on WHO was I at a given time. So many triggers that 'I' felt stronger to face them as past me than present me. It was sort of complicated till I learned how to deal with it, understood why it happened, and how I closed that chapter. I hope I find the strength to sit down one day and write it all in this section, maybe some people will find that useful somehow in their own.
I am writing this, because it was always unclear to me what truely happens when one has that kind of experiences. For one, I always thought that another soul comes into my body. I don't know if that one is right, but it felt like coming through my crown chakra and exits the same way, I could make the difference when it's a vibration from the 'air' outside of my body contact like a telepathic communication, and I always had the feeling in conscious channel that I have another soul that came in at times to do the same thing but in different way. With a certainty I can tell that I did had another soul present in my body for a very long time, not my higher self, but an entity that was my master, teaching me things about the One and how to handle life.
Born as a huge empathic that till present day (yesterday was the last time when it happened) cries on the street everytime I see old person that barely walks because of old age or has broken clothes (I come from a poor country). I was unable for years to deal with the cruelty that human kind is capable of doing especially because I've witnessed so much of it, to where I live, war is not unfamiliar term and experience. One of the first things that my Master entity taught me to do in that kind of situations, was to tell to myself every time I feel I am breaking to pieces from sadness , 'do I really know why that entity is experiencing that situation in that given moment?' . It helped me turn to a different point of view in life, that free will aside (no one is denying that), I should stop seeing people as helpless victims. I apparently was keeping a blind eye for the WHOLE picture, dividing to victims and oppressors, but forgetting of entities preincarnative choices. All in all, if you take look on a situation only from a 3D perspective, taking it for granted in here and now that it's unfair - than it really is unfair. But if we just a bit extend into the other side of things where all entities make some decision about what will happen next then the first perspective falls down. I am satisfied with the mystery of the world, and I've come to know my limits that I can't really understand why is the world as it is. When I read that Ra had the same stance on 3D, that understanding is not of this dimension it only confirmed what I was already taught. Sure it's because of the people's will, but then they are the Creator, and it's not my place to tell them of seemingly 'better' ways to live their lives. Suffering is also a lesson, and my God, learning to deal with it is a mastery. Well at least for me, it was/ is quite the adventure. I can only offer you this perspective of mine: don't understand it, just accept it with utmost respect for the both sides involved - both victims and oppressors as their own choice. Ones need to experience how it is to get victimized, the others to oppress. Who knows... maybe next life they will switch sides. We never know.
Much love and silence
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