Moved to other thread but now see a reply so I will stick it back 
So again not sure this is the right forum being
1)its theoretical
2)I'm not 100% sure we aren't just straight all one after death so this would be a batman vs superman conversation
Anyways my thinking. I've never hidden I think I very likely could have played the negative part, over and over and over. That part of me feels extinguished like there is no calling but I understand somehow that the dark give a beautiful gift and I understand with full empathy the inner drives and experiences that would send a being in that direction. If anything I have more empathy for them than those who just bobble about on the surface living the life of obliviousness.
It's gotten me wondering too. Might there not be a hidden beautiful gift in beings that have explored the darkness that compels them. Not so much a "dead end path" but perhaps a PH.D. In unity via separation. They have seen to exhaustion the full capacity and scope of separation, how better than that to understand Unity?
I don't remember dark lives but when I see dark, even incredible darkness I instinctively look for the light it brings and the beings that perpetrate it, I might want to stop them and give them a good uppercut or two but I really look to commiserate with them where I can, find their many wounds, they are there, that's what drives them deeper and deeper to close and control their heart.
Not sure if I've explained my thinking but I'm typing on the fly as per usual.
Hopefully someone will follow and share their view.

So again not sure this is the right forum being
1)its theoretical
2)I'm not 100% sure we aren't just straight all one after death so this would be a batman vs superman conversation
Anyways my thinking. I've never hidden I think I very likely could have played the negative part, over and over and over. That part of me feels extinguished like there is no calling but I understand somehow that the dark give a beautiful gift and I understand with full empathy the inner drives and experiences that would send a being in that direction. If anything I have more empathy for them than those who just bobble about on the surface living the life of obliviousness.
It's gotten me wondering too. Might there not be a hidden beautiful gift in beings that have explored the darkness that compels them. Not so much a "dead end path" but perhaps a PH.D. In unity via separation. They have seen to exhaustion the full capacity and scope of separation, how better than that to understand Unity?
I don't remember dark lives but when I see dark, even incredible darkness I instinctively look for the light it brings and the beings that perpetrate it, I might want to stop them and give them a good uppercut or two but I really look to commiserate with them where I can, find their many wounds, they are there, that's what drives them deeper and deeper to close and control their heart.
Not sure if I've explained my thinking but I'm typing on the fly as per usual.
Hopefully someone will follow and share their view.