When I first started reading the Ra material, and found out about 4d and just everything, it all resonated with me immediately. The thought of moving on to another density excited me. CHANGE!(i believe that was before i moved to the 2012 gradualist camp) But I have been meditating a lot lately (sorry for my absence) and the more I wrap my mind around the whole thing (reading these forums helps soooo much) the more I think I really really really enjoy 3d. I yearn for a place where the heart and mind may be undefended and love surrounds all and this place is 4d.
But Wandering is so fun that I believe that after a short break in 4d given the opportunity I would more than happily go wandering again. There is an air of adventure and seeking about it that I just find so delicious. The opportunity for catalyst upon catalyst, experience, and of course once again just the seeking of the self.
Self discovery with all of the perks of extreme free will and extreme catalyst is just tasty to me I guess.
To my point though............Is not wandering just the funnest ride ever invented?!?!?!
Edit: upon further meditation I got to thinking, I cannot wait till the next time between incarnations when i get a chance to analyze my full self just to see what kind of developed fruit loop I am. I will probably see myself(you know what I mean) and LOL so hard I fall on whatever floor there is available and remain there rolling around laughing for a decent period of time.(if there is time there lol!) Just to comfort those who worry that is not a suicidal statement; I do not condone that, a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
I wake up every day and let loose a big dumb grin no matter my circumstances on that particular day.
Got to love those paradoxes!
Peace and Love friends
But Wandering is so fun that I believe that after a short break in 4d given the opportunity I would more than happily go wandering again. There is an air of adventure and seeking about it that I just find so delicious. The opportunity for catalyst upon catalyst, experience, and of course once again just the seeking of the self.
Self discovery with all of the perks of extreme free will and extreme catalyst is just tasty to me I guess.
To my point though............Is not wandering just the funnest ride ever invented?!?!?!
Edit: upon further meditation I got to thinking, I cannot wait till the next time between incarnations when i get a chance to analyze my full self just to see what kind of developed fruit loop I am. I will probably see myself(you know what I mean) and LOL so hard I fall on whatever floor there is available and remain there rolling around laughing for a decent period of time.(if there is time there lol!) Just to comfort those who worry that is not a suicidal statement; I do not condone that, a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
I wake up every day and let loose a big dumb grin no matter my circumstances on that particular day.
Got to love those paradoxes!
Peace and Love friends