Do you 'Know' you're a Wanderer? Or your Soul name?

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

Recently been pondering myself, and it made me curious, how many people here know they're Wanderers and, or their current density?

Yes I know. I came to know through repeated signposts, coincidences and unsolicited moments. I used to believe I was 4th Density when I first joined Bring4th. That was merely an assumption due to how Ra described 4th Density wanderers. I felt at the time that I fit that description best because I have a history of blind faith and being openly loving and emotive. However, when I reviewed this assumption I immediately hit upon a "signpost" that answered to me that I was of 5th Density vibration. As always, subjectively interpreting signposts, that is to have an inner query (mine being 'what density am I from?') and then allowing your eyes to gaze at your surroundings in search for an answer, is unique to the individual. I also have 4 female guides that sit on a cream couch that are almost sarcastic when I am slow to pick up on an answer. That's my distorted view of them at least, but discovering their presence was utterly unsolicited.

But I don't know and probably won't in this life.

The more you think about it, the less likely you will find your answer. In the context of knowing the self we cannot truly define ourselves by illusory factors. Our self doubts, fears and narratives block this access to self understanding imo.

If you do, what's it like to know?

 

Closure, pure and simple. It's important to stress that back in 1981 Ra stated that there were in excess of 60 million wanderers incarnated. The total earth population at that time was around 4.5 billion. This amounts to roughly 1 in 75 people being a wanderer back then, so it's not a special club if you get my meaning.

How'd it feel finding out?

Didn't feel anything other than 'oh, now it all makes sense.' It made sense only in helping me to quantify a mystical experience and a type of nde (car crash). I cannot recommend enough the pursuit of confronting your own fears (whatever they may be) because that was the big turning point for me in discovering such details that you are showing an interest in. Life will rock your boat one way or another if you veer too far off track  
Also, a few weeks ago I pondered about my home planet after re-reading the beginning of A Wanderers Handbook. During my feta state of sleep I vividly saw a big blue and green planet in my minds vision. I had an immediate impression that I was in space and opened my eyes suddenly (chicken  ). I regretted the impulse but had a sure feeling that it was unusually large. There was definitely no sign of white clouds though like we would associate with our planet. I felt a little gutted really because that is not the first time I have flung my eyes open while viewing things in mid sleep states.

The only other thing I would add is that I precisely had the same impression that Diane has shared. The image of naively raising your hand in class exuberantly claiming "I will!!!"

Naively raising of the hand in a class.  Huh.  I'm somewhat wary.  I don't doubt this is one incarnation of many on Earth, though I feel more recently I've gone into other areas.

Sometimes I even Think I'm a negative type trying out positive.

Or I'm treading a very...Paradoxical incarnation trying to keep myself together?

I don't know.  I feel like I forget why I'm here at all.  Maybe it is meant to be a quiet isolated life.

How does 5D feel like, Min?

From a 3D mind weird, from a 5D mind natural.

I don't know what's the highest I've connected to, was thinking about the Logos once during a psychedelic experience and it was identity shattering. Mirrors reflecting mirrors, endlessly as one yet many. Like a giant bubble of awareness split into into sub-versions of itself. Didn't like the experience so much, I like talking about it more than feeling it.

A reality of mirrored mirrors mirroring mirrors sounds nice actually.  There'd be no lies, and the trickery would soon cease with comprehension of how and what's what.  See everything as everything.
Maybe I should focus on logos more often.

Diana, Yera has also told me I'd probably greatly like Castenada.

Dont get obscessed with where you came from, but what you are here for and where you are going.

Ironically I'm searching for such to find a clue to such.

I am very lost.  I'm tired of being lost.

[Jade]

I think depending on what chakras we have activated and minimally cleared is where we resonate with what density we are from. Feeling overly compassionate and like a martyr most of the time in 3D? You will probably resonate with being a 4D "native". I've shared this radical opinion before but I think the concept of "Wanderer" that we use is far too rooted in the progressive nature of time. I believe that once anyone activates up to the indigo ray, ie becoming aware of their Higher or Infinite Self, that one becomes a "6D Wanderer". It's all in potentiation. I think someone could resonate with being an earth native and also resonate with being a 6D Wanderer.

For what it's worth, I've always resonated with 6D, and have had multiple people here tell me I'm from Ra, and none of that would surprise me one bit, but I'm definitely not attached to either of these things as part of my identity. I don't feel like this is my first or last rodeo, and it feels like incarnating in this way has been a part of me for a long time, and it feels like my lessons in balancing love and wisdom are becoming ever more subtle. I also feel like I never made "The Choice" (with the capitol C, made many little c choices) - meaning I feel I was activated in the heart chakra basically from birth. It basically didn't ever occur to me that I -could- make the STS choice until I read the Law of One and realized that it was just as valid in the eyes of the Creator. I mean, I realized that others could, but I honestly don't think it occurred to me that *I* could choose myself to serve myself over others or the whole.

If I was asked objectively before I read the LOO, I would probably have resonated with being 4D - as I *definitely* resonated with being a martyr in my family group. Reading the LOO allowed me to "springboard" into blue-ray and also begin my work in indigo-ray in this incarnation. So really, I suppose in short, I know I'm not a "native" because I didn't incarnate to choose polarity at the green-ray level, that was already decided. I incarnated to be one of those "passive radiators of love and light". I think that's what I resonate most with.

Thus there are those of fifth density whose abilities to express wisdom are great. There are fourth- and sixth-density Wanderers whose ability to serve as, shall we say, passive radiators or broadcasters of love and love/light are immense. There are many others whose talents brought into this density are quite varied.

[Steampunkish]

I agree that we will likely know nothing here, in the sense that 3D humans experience knowing. I also agree that it doesn't matter, though, I think it would help some wanderers to know why they are different and don't fit. I personally don't care if I don't fit, and actually don't want to fit. This is because my whole being and the way I think and live is diametrically opposed to current societies, popular culture, and the mindsets of most people. So to want to fit in does not fit with me. 

I don't know about densities or anything, and really don't speculate on where I would be at in the hierarchy of evolution. And things can get tricky when trying to speculate. For instance, I have always seemed to be more aware of everything than those around me even as a small child, but I could attribute this to a high IQ. (Sorry if anyone thinks this is me bragging; I don't brag. I am just factual and Spock-like in this regard.)

I also only have working theories. My working theory is that I probably am here as a volunteer. This working theory derives from an encounter I had with a psychic (a well-known one in the area) in 1989. She was the sort of intuitive counselor, as she called herself, that only "read" soul material. She did not talk about jobs or boyfriends or use cards or anything, she talked about soul missions and past lives, etc, and listened to guides and messages. She told me I was Venusian and here as a volunteer and had no connections at that time with anyone from a soul family or from my planet, yet (she said I would find some). I thought she was crazy. I'd never heard anything so nuts. This is after I listened to my friend's consultation which consisted of things in my then-current paradigm such as past lives and how they were contributing to lessons now.

I left her house thinking it was all nonsense. But during the following days, many memories surfaced, such as a recurring dream I'd had all my life of being on another planet and looking into a night sky with flying vehicles and a beautiful city which seemed made more of light than a lighted cityscape here and now. Many more things clicked that supported this idea. When I was a little girl, for instance, every time I looked in the mirror I thought there was something missing in my face and particularly my eyes. I used to put an imaginary box around myself in grade school. Many things.

So the theory seems viable if I don't let my left brain rule my thoughts. But I don't feel very evolved. And if I am here as a volunteer, I think I was a teenage-style soul who with bravado and innocence raised her hand as though in a school classroom and said, I'll go. I'm pretty sure I did not know it would be so challenging here (though I don't mean to sound as though it's all bad; there is much beauty here). I don't think I've had many lives here, if any. I seem to be void in certain ways as if I had read about humans rather than lived as one—it's hard to describe. 

When my left brain kicks in entirely, this all seems like faulty synopses or emotional survival mechanisms. It would be lovely if a ship landed in my backyard and someone came out and said, How's it going down here? Come on in and let's have a drink of ambrosia light nectar before you go back out in the trenches. 

I wouldn't trust psychics because most of them use cold readings and about the venusian thing very unlikely as far as i know.You might be from somewhere else but certainly not Venus.I suggest past life regression to be 100% certain.

[Steampunkish]

Oh man, I love you all LOL

I do care, E_s, I don't know why, its just a feeling like I'm supposed to look there, names of souls in Nde's and Journey of Souls intrigued me intensely, as Min said matches with what some souls do, Aion in another thread made perfect points on many facets regarding names and identifiers (several people did actually).  So I feel like my name might be important to me even while in incarnation.  -Shrugs-  Maybe I'm crazy or overthought it.  I'll find out one day maybe.

As for my density, I have no idea what 6D, 5D, or 4D feels like energetically enough to distinguish anything lol I do know that I know nothing, and at nothingness I haven't a clue to myself.  I strongly thought I was 6D for a bit before realizing how alone I was, then for a good while it was me thinking 5D, especially since I had my own '5D mancave' in my room when I had a dim light to light this room.

How does 5D feel like, Min?

Recently been pondering myself, and it made me curious, how many people here know they're Wanderers and, or their current density?

I used to think I was 6D, then in Isolation I thought I was 5D.  Now I care too much about everything and think I may actually be 4D.

But I don't know and probably won't in this life.

If you do, what's it like to know?  To have a pointer as to a reason why you're here now?  How'd it feel finding out?  Also, if your soul has a name and you know it from an nde, lbl session, or any hypnosis regression, would you share what it felt like to learn your soul name and if it has helped you at all?

Greetings TTP,

Being pedantic, one could argue that none of us, whilst incarnate in 3rd D, will "know" anything, so I agree that we probably won't know in this incarnation.

In 2005 Q'uo told me that I am a 6th density Wanderer and a 6th density Walk-In, but with reference to the above, I would say that this still doesn't mean that I "know" this to be true as an absolutely incontrovertible fact.

Having said that, I do trust Q'uo and I still believe that their assertions are true.

Speaking personally, being made aware of this answered many questions and perceptions I held prior to my personal session with Q'uo. and that has helped a little...

But "knowing" this doesn't negate the homesickness, frustration and suffering that I perceive as being inherent to most if not all Wanderers.

As to a Soul-name, that's something that has never really been that important to me, and perhaps is why I have not come across this info.    

I am looking forward to finding out which Social-Memory-Complex / Complexes I/we belong to once I/we pass from this incarnation, not to mention the absolute bliss - compared to incarnate existence on Gaia - that is existence on 4th / 5th / 6th. 

L & L 

Jim    

Thank you for the thoughts firstly.  
How would your life be different if ten years ago you weren't told you were as you believe you are today on that day?
You don't need to answer that, honestly though I sympathize with everyone taking the 'knowledge' pretty seriously but I intended to mean, in literally your instance, knowing via being told, or self-discovering as Min seemed to mean.

So uh, sorry everyone for that goof on my part. 'Air quotes'...Oh how you add more depth of meaning to your encased subject.

Jim.  I ask you this question because it helps me gauge the level of impact on a person, to discover parts of your higher identities to become in your mind complex, actual aspects embodying who you are potentially if not only in consideration...
The psychological effect specifically is what I'm looking for.  Did it boost your self confidence or selfbelief?  Have you choosen more ethically because you have that knowledge in thought and consideration?

I felt a strong pull to discover my own name when I learned souls had them too.  So its cool seeing how in your life you've been given the experiences that made you who you are now.  The same applies in my life, except for me I was exposed to soul names and now seek them out.

I think my soul name and my Social Memory Complex might be similar or related sounding.

As per homesickness, suffering, and frustration...  Do you not experience these semi-often?

I've experience disconnectedness with people and that angers me a lot,never felt that I'm from somewhere.

[Diana]

I wouldn't trust psychics because most of them use cold readings and about the venusian thing very unlikely as far as i know.You might be from somewhere else but certainly not Venus.I suggest past life regression to be 100% certain.

I'm not certain. And a past life regression would be just as iffy. Hypnosis is not fool-proof. I did not say I believe I am Venusian. I don't claim to be anything in regard to densities.

I was hesitant about sharing that as I suspected my words could be misinterpreted. But I will take responsibility for sharing it and not making myself more clear. I should have presented a more thorough explanation of the possibility of having roots elsewhere.

[Minyatur]

I think anything is possible.

There should be many that are not earth natives, with various backgrounds and different origins.

Even something you are not is something you are in potential, as everything is one. As such you are not limited to what you are, the experiences of one are the experiences of all. So the above does more at explaining how self currently is than guiding what self truly wants. Veiled 3D is a mirror on what self truly desire, reflected by confusion.

[Jade]

I actually think it's probably -most- likely that anyone here is from Venus. I mean, Ra is from Venus, Ra has stated to have many incarnations on our planet now, and this is a message board based on the channeled words of an humble messenger of the Law of One, Ra. I mean, according to the Ra, most people incarnated on Earth now are basically from Maldek, Mars, and Venus, and then seniority of vibration for Wanderers from other systems.

[Aion]

I agree that we will likely know nothing here, in the sense that 3D humans experience knowing. I also agree that it doesn't matter, though, I think it would help some wanderers to know why they are different and don't fit. I personally don't care if I don't fit, and actually don't want to fit. This is because my whole being and the way I think and live is diametrically opposed to current societies, popular culture, and the mindsets of most people. So to want to fit in does not fit with me. 

I don't know about densities or anything, and really don't speculate on where I would be at in the hierarchy of evolution. And things can get tricky when trying to speculate. For instance, I have always seemed to be more aware of everything than those around me even as a small child, but I could attribute this to a high IQ. (Sorry if anyone thinks this is me bragging; I don't brag. I am just factual and Spock-like in this regard.)

I also only have working theories. My working theory is that I probably am here as a volunteer. This working theory derives from an encounter I had with a psychic (a well-known one in the area) in 1989. She was the sort of intuitive counselor, as she called herself, that only "read" soul material. She did not talk about jobs or boyfriends or use cards or anything, she talked about soul missions and past lives, etc, and listened to guides and messages. She told me I was Venusian and here as a volunteer and had no connections at that time with anyone from a soul family or from my planet, yet (she said I would find some). I thought she was crazy. I'd never heard anything so nuts. This is after I listened to my friend's consultation which consisted of things in my then-current paradigm such as past lives and how they were contributing to lessons now.

I left her house thinking it was all nonsense. But during the following days, many memories surfaced, such as a recurring dream I'd had all my life of being on another planet and looking into a night sky with flying vehicles and a beautiful city which seemed made more of light than a lighted cityscape here and now. Many more things clicked that supported this idea. When I was a little girl, for instance, every time I looked in the mirror I thought there was something missing in my face and particularly my eyes. I used to put an imaginary box around myself in grade school. Many things.

So the theory seems viable if I don't let my left brain rule my thoughts. But I don't feel very evolved. And if I am here as a volunteer, I think I was a teenage-style soul who with bravado and innocence raised her hand as though in a school classroom and said, I'll go. I'm pretty sure I did not know it would be so challenging here (though I don't mean to sound as though it's all bad; there is much beauty here). I don't think I've had many lives here, if any. I seem to be void in certain ways as if I had read about humans rather than lived as one—it's hard to describe. 

When my left brain kicks in entirely, this all seems like faulty synopses or emotional survival mechanisms. It would be lovely if a ship landed in my backyard and someone came out and said, How's it going down here? Come on in and let's have a drink of ambrosia light nectar before you go back out in the trenches. 

I wouldn't trust psychics because most of them use cold readings and about the venusian thing very unlikely as far as i know.You might be from somewhere else but certainly not Venus.I suggest past life regression to be 100% certain.

Ra says there a many wanderers of Ra. I don't think it's that unlikely, lol.

[Stranger]

[...] But I don't feel very evolved. And if I am here as a volunteer, I think I was a teenage-style soul who with bravado and innocence raised her hand as though in a school classroom and said, I'll go. I'm pretty sure I did not know it would be so challenging here (though I don't mean to sound as though it's all bad; there is much beauty here). I don't think I've had many lives here, if any. I seem to be void in certain ways as if I had read about humans rather than lived as one—it's hard to describe. 

Diana you bring a wonderful wisdom and compassion to these forums which belie your statement.

[Steampunkish]

I agree that we will likely know nothing here, in the sense that 3D humans experience knowing. I also agree that it doesn't matter, though, I think it would help some wanderers to know why they are different and don't fit. I personally don't care if I don't fit, and actually don't want to fit. This is because my whole being and the way I think and live is diametrically opposed to current societies, popular culture, and the mindsets of most people. So to want to fit in does not fit with me. 

I don't know about densities or anything, and really don't speculate on where I would be at in the hierarchy of evolution. And things can get tricky when trying to speculate. For instance, I have always seemed to be more aware of everything than those around me even as a small child, but I could attribute this to a high IQ. (Sorry if anyone thinks this is me bragging; I don't brag. I am just factual and Spock-like in this regard.)

I also only have working theories. My working theory is that I probably am here as a volunteer. This working theory derives from an encounter I had with a psychic (a well-known one in the area) in 1989. She was the sort of intuitive counselor, as she called herself, that only "read" soul material. She did not talk about jobs or boyfriends or use cards or anything, she talked about soul missions and past lives, etc, and listened to guides and messages. She told me I was Venusian and here as a volunteer and had no connections at that time with anyone from a soul family or from my planet, yet (she said I would find some). I thought she was crazy. I'd never heard anything so nuts. This is after I listened to my friend's consultation which consisted of things in my then-current paradigm such as past lives and how they were contributing to lessons now.

I left her house thinking it was all nonsense. But during the following days, many memories surfaced, such as a recurring dream I'd had all my life of being on another planet and looking into a night sky with flying vehicles and a beautiful city which seemed made more of light than a lighted cityscape here and now. Many more things clicked that supported this idea. When I was a little girl, for instance, every time I looked in the mirror I thought there was something missing in my face and particularly my eyes. I used to put an imaginary box around myself in grade school. Many things.

So the theory seems viable if I don't let my left brain rule my thoughts. But I don't feel very evolved. And if I am here as a volunteer, I think I was a teenage-style soul who with bravado and innocence raised her hand as though in a school classroom and said, I'll go. I'm pretty sure I did not know it would be so challenging here (though I don't mean to sound as though it's all bad; there is much beauty here). I don't think I've had many lives here, if any. I seem to be void in certain ways as if I had read about humans rather than lived as one—it's hard to describe. 

When my left brain kicks in entirely, this all seems like faulty synopses or emotional survival mechanisms. It would be lovely if a ship landed in my backyard and someone came out and said, How's it going down here? Come on in and let's have a drink of ambrosia light nectar before you go back out in the trenches. 

I wouldn't trust psychics because most of them use cold readings and about the venusian thing very unlikely as far as i know.You might be from somewhere else but certainly not Venus.I suggest past life regression to be 100% certain.

Ra says there a many wanderers of Ra. I don't think it's that unlikely, lol.

Oh yeah I might have misunderstood i was thinking about the Venusians that met with George Adamski and Haword Merger. Too much confusing so Ra group are not the same people who contacted George Adamski ? were they nordic in appearance.

[Aion]

Well Ra hasn't 'appeared' to anyone for thousands of years. Since they had to ask Ra about their appearance during the contact I would assume Carla was not privy to this. So I would say that whomever contacted those individuals was certainly not Ra, however Ra also never said they were the only beings ever to have evolved on Venus so its entirely possible they could be different Venusian entities. Venus is in 5D or 6D now (don't remember which) so I would assume there are entities of all manners currently dwelling in its field. Remember an entity can 'join' a planet at any time when the density is hospitable.

[Steampunkish]

Recently been pondering myself, and it made me curious, how many people here know they're Wanderers and, or their current density?

I used to think I was 6D, then in Isolation I thought I was 5D.  Now I care too much about everything and think I may actually be 4D.

But I don't know and probably won't in this life.

If you do, what's it like to know?  To have a pointer as to a reason why you're here now?  How'd it feel finding out?  Also, if your soul has a name and you know it from an nde, lbl session, or any hypnosis regression, would you share what it felt like to learn your soul name and if it has helped you at all?

Why even caring to know if you're a wanderer or not ? enjoy life go to gigs,festivals watch wrestling etc

[earth_spirit]

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[The_Tired_Philosopher]

I identify as Earth but in my Humanity which I differentiate from my soul which identifies as Universe, or UniEarth lol...

Why must a 6D entity be mature in a 3D Human Shell?  Aren't we also here to enjoy life?

[Diana]

Diana you bring a wonderful wisdom and compassion to these forums which belie your statement.

Just wanted to thank you for those kind words. 

[AnthroHeart]

Today I don't know if I'm a wanderer. I have too much fear.

[Adonai One]

I know that this planet is not my home and not my place of comfort. I've dreamed, before any of what I read now, living off-world in a setting that is actually stable and with confidence in itself. Through the entirety of my life I feel I've lived in a constant state of poverty, not in material, but in the immense lack of compassion of this place.

I am building the spiritual entropy to make this place my home, not "get used to it."

In this, I find my most sincere wanderership.

Truly, I am bent upon making this rock suitable through sincere unconditional love at the most efficient of rates; Not "settling."

[Aion]

I've always said that home is where the heart is, and my heart is within me.

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

I like Earth enough to identify it as A Home.

But...I...Wish the Entire Cosmos was my Home.

Or at least the sexier lovier mushier sides of it hehe

[Adonai One]

Is the Earth not all things?

[Minyatur]

My current home is this human body of mine. Otherwise my home is infinity.

[Adonai One]

Is the human body not all things including The Earth & Sun?

[Minyatur]

Is the human body not all things including The Earth & Sun?

Well within illusion no, outside of illusion everything is one infinity mind with the one united tought of infinity.

[Adonai One]

Is illusion permanent even in its present-tense?

[Aion]

Illusion is by its very definition impermanent, temporal, even if it exists eternally. In such a way that at any moment it can be dispelled or reformed again.

[Adonai One]

Illusion is by its very definition impermanent, temporal, even if it exists eternally. In such a way that at any moment it can be dispelled or reformed again.

Bravo.

[Aion]

Illusion is by its very definition impermanent, temporal, even if it exists eternally. In such a way that at any moment it can be dispelled or reformed again.

Bravo.

/bow

[AnthroHeart]

That looks like the guy from Son of the Mask.

[Aion]

Lol No, it's the original Mask. Son of the Mask was a very poor sequal, imo.

[cloud]

Recently been pondering myself, and it made me curious, how many people here know they're Wanderers and, or their current density?

I used to think I was 6D, then in Isolation I thought I was 5D.  Now I care too much about everything and think I may actually be 4D.

But I don't know and probably won't in this life.

If you do, what's it like to know?  To have a pointer as to a reason why you're here now?  How'd it feel finding out?  Also, if your soul has a name and you know it from an nde, lbl session, or any hypnosis regression, would you share what it felt like to learn your soul name and if it has helped you at all?

Why even caring to know if you're a wanderer or not ? enjoy life go to gigs,festivals watch wrestling etc

It's really important to some people about recovering their true past, and using the memories to help identify catalyst for learning. Also it is an incredible thing to recover past lives information. I don't understand why you go around pissing on everyone's parades, kind of rude.