Schizophrenia

[Cainite]

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[AnthroHeart]

When I was schizophrenic I walked outside naked because I thought I was already in fourth density.

Yeah, I do believe it opens you to spiritual dimensions.

I don't recall if my chakras were out of balance, but I hadn't yet raised my kundalini.
It's when the 3rd eye, the indigo ray, is overactive.

Good poetry and singing and other creative things come from the orange (2nd) chakra.

[Cainite]

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[AnthroHeart]

I can't really read chakras, but I do recommend the book: Living The Law of One: The Choice

It talks about the chakras and what each means.

It's available for free here: http://www.llresearch.org/library/living...choice.pdf

Though I don't recall it covering schizophrenia.

Everyone is different, but indigo ray can alter your perception of reality.

[Cainite]

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[AnthroHeart]

At times I feel miserable too, especially dealing with relationships with my parents being so commanding.
My dad called this website "occult" and he's pretty religious so wouldn't let me visit it while I was visiting him.

I should be happy that I don't have to work, but I haven't gotten paid disability for at least 3 weeks.

I also request higher beings to bathe me in healing white light and love.

I question why I chose to come into this incarnation.

But right now I'm doing ok.

[Minyatur]

I've never been so much skyzophrenic although my ability to channel has gotten better. (I don't hear voices outside my control)

When on magic mushrooms I become a very very open antenna, just texting or chatting with someone who has emotional problems makes me impregnate them within which I don't mind although it gets kind of heavy sometimes and I tend to seek to cut the connection. This is an ability I have been seeking, so I'm trying to work off my resistance to it more than not having it. Once impregnated, the energy is stuck there until I work with it or release it.

Channeling abilities are also very enhanced during those times, I feel like I can lend my body (partially, mostly speech) and then can feel an emotional response that unfolds which is not my own along with what is said. I find that amusing to do, been working "mostly" with entities that I know so far. A friend made me try with an entity I knew not, and it was less pleasant of an experience and the entity wasn't so pleased to have been invoked for nothing as my friend did not truly wish to speak with it.

I haven't had any bad experiences so far with these multiple trips nor after trips when sober. I've been working toward unlocking these abilities in my everyday life with slow but steady progress.

[Cainite]

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[AnthroHeart]

I did DMT, not magic mushrooms, and experienced hyperspace a number of times years ago.

If I open my mind I can channel easily. It's difficult though to get the mind aside and not judge the material.
I don't go out of my body like other channelers do. And I usually remember what was said, although
one time I couldn't remember.

[Cainite]

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[AnthroHeart]

The closer you are to the Light, the sharper the shadows.

[Minyatur]

sounds like you guys like the fact that you're schizo.. because of the sensitivity that makes spiritual practices easier and the strange insight. this sensitivity scares me now that I know that it also leaves me open to sts contacts and energies
maybe the signs I see are given to me by orion.. who knows

Well I do believe I've experienced this sensitivity with drugs mostly because they were windows. A huge part of myself is scared of integrating it into my daily life and have had quite a lot of unconscious resistance to it I've been working with since a while.

My main reason is that it is part of the work that I want to do.


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About your other post, I wish you well friend.

[Cainite]

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[Minyatur]

The closer you are to the Light, the sharper the shadows.

I'd accept that as my situation two months ago.. now I'm not sure
I've gone around pointing out everyone's faults and moral flaws.. and other things i've done makes me doubt if I'm close to the light

I think this place is hard for many, I view it as a healing center. But a healing center that unveils what needs to heal with time.

[AnthroHeart]

Certainly, earth is like a classroom, and also a play. Ultimately it is all illusion.
That doesn't mean it isn't real though. Experience is real.

The purpose of life: to experience for Creator.

I agree that life is hard. I also have anxiety and depression and PTSD.

[AnthroHeart]

I order inspirational DVD's such as:

1) Awake in the Dream
2) I AM
3) The Human Experience

I look forward to getting them.

[Cainite]

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[Minyatur]

Elros, that's a healthy outlook...
weren't things unveiled in the astral?
I feel like this incarnation has only damaged me
experiments can go wrong... like a wanderer who gets stuck for another cycle in 3d.. woops
thank you guys for answering

I am very cut off from the astral outside of psychedelic experiences. Always having conscious/unconscious resistance to it. So that slows down the process.

You could consider that this place is not a vibration and way of life which you are used to and acts as a mirror on self. L/L Research Ra quote of the day on facebook was interestingly a bit about how 3D is in term of intensity in regards to other dimensions.

The intensity of fourth density is that of the refining of the rough-hewn sculpture. This is, indeed, in its own way, quite intense causing the mind/body/spirit complex to move ever inward and onward in its quest for fuller expression. However, in third density the statue is forged in the fire. This is a type of intensity which is not the property of fourth, fifth, sixth, or seventh densities.

My view of earth being the healing center, is that it is a great ressource in your reach.

[Monica]

I have a schizophrenic sister but I have no idea. She was always a gentle soul, just very eccentric, and they overdrugged her so fast she never had a chance. She heard voices and made some 'outlandish' claims like being raped by a priest, etc. and my family just thought she was crazy, but now, looking back, I suspect that some of the things she claimed had happened, really happened.

So many like her have fallen through the cracks, sadly.

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[AnthroHeart]

I take meds for my schizophrenia and host of other issues, and am no worse for the wear, though I have gained like 100 pounds over the last 2 1/2 years.

They don't appear to affect my seeking spiritually.

I believe schizophrenics have touched intelligent infinity, just couldn't handle it.

[Cainite]

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[Nía]

I have a schizophrenic sister but I have no idea. She was always a gentle soul, just very eccentric, and they overdrugged her so fast she never had a chance. She heard voices and made some 'outlandish' claims like being raped by a priest, etc. and my family just thought she was crazy, but now, looking back, I suspect that some of the things she claimed had happened, really happened.

As you know by now, it's not unlikely it has really happened, maybe even all of it, or some of it has been staged to confuse her and make her believe - and tell - 'outlandish' things had happened to her. Especially, as schizophrenic episodes/symptoms (which don't need to be a full-blown schizophrenia) and schizophrenia are known to be a not unusual post traumatic effect. I found this TED talk quite enlightening on the topic:

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[Jade]

I think you could be right about your theory, Cainite. Not for all entities, but for some. Ra speaks of this:

The most important concept to grasp about the energy field is that the lower or negative pole [root chakra] will draw the universal energy into itself from the cosmos. Therefrom it will move upward to be met and reacted to by the positive spiraling energy moving downward from within. The measure of an entity’s level of ray activity is the locus wherein the south pole outer energy has been met by the inner spiraling positive energy.

As an entity grows more polarized this locus will move upwards. This phenomenon has been called by your peoples the kundalini. However, it may better be thought of as the meeting place of cosmic and inner, shall we say, vibratory understanding. To attempt to raise the locus of this meeting without realizing the metaphysical principles of magnetism upon which this depends is to invite great imbalance.

This is one of the big problems some people have, and they miss this critical part in the Ra material. Forcing the kundalini invites great imbalance. The chakra energy system is like a pipe - energy moves freely if there are little to no blockages. If there is a blockage and you try to force the energy through, the integrity of the whole system is potentially at risk. It's all well to meditate and try to open the third eye, but to do this without properly opening the chakras in sequence (red>indigo), you can blow the energy center out.

So now you've temporarily damaged your chakra system and you've reverted to a distorted orange ray (fear of possession it seems) feeding into the over-active indigo. My indigo has always been on the underactive side so I'm inexperienced with how hellish such imbalances can be, but they aren't uncommon among members here. Hopefully these things will help: You are of the light. Nothing can possess you against your will. Polarity is a choice, nothing and nobody can make you choose actions of a polarity that isn't of your will. Do some lower chakra work, especially red and orange. Be gentle with your meditations and don't force any energy through your system, work on creating the lower energy points in a state of balance so that the energy will flow upwards on its own.

People put a lot of weight on the third eye, when we're in 3D so the heart chakra is the most important to develop. So don't worry if you have to quiet your third eye a bit to work on the lower chakras, in fact it's probably necessary. If we force the throat/third eye open w/o activating the heart properly, this IS the path to STS. Those first four chakras are where most of the energy work in an incarnation is done.

[AnthroHeart]

Monica, strange things do happen to strange ppl.. life is like a dream.. some of her claims may indeed have been true
I could be the only one believing your sister.. when I tell others about some ppl's true/hidden intentions beneath their masks no one believes me. I end up looking like the bad guy since those kind of ppl know how to appear innocent and fool others

Wolf, what I suspected was the same thing.. why couldn't they handle the experience?
my assumption was unbalanced or weak or maybe blocked lower chakras.
in my dream I was taken for astral dialogues when asleep... about subject of time for example. another time when asleep I was an immense light and felt great joy and glory.. I suspected that was intelligent infinity

Usually it's from lack of staying grounded to mother Earth.

I've heard that the 3rd eye is also called Shiva.

[Monica]

As you know by now, it's not unlikely it has really happened, maybe even all of it, or some of it has been staged to confuse her and make her believe - and tell - 'outlandish' things had happened to her. Especially, as schizophrenic episodes/symptoms (which don't need to be a full-blown schizophrenia) and schizophrenia are known to be a not unusual post traumatic effect. I found this TED talk quite enlightening on the topic:

I'll check out the video - thanks!

I've long suspected that, in my sister's case, it was more trauma from childhood abuse. Can symptoms of schizophrenia develop after abuse? Could the trauma open them up that way? Or are children always born with it?

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[Jade]

Abuse causes dissociation which is just a few steps away from schizophrenia. When a child learns how to leave/dissociate/astral project from its body to escape from an abusive situation, entities can attach, of course because they aren't protected, and usually because they are in a fearful situation when they dissociate anyway.

So yes, I believe trauma/abuse as a child can cause schizophrenia. I think it's possible to be born with but I think it's more likely that something happens to the wiring of the brain to jolt it into being so confused on the boundaries of dimensions.

[AnthroHeart]

A psychological evaluation was given to me, and I showed PTSD, which I didn't even know I had. Though now I can understand why.

[BlatzAdict]

Greetings

Is a schizophrenic simply an entity who has risen the kundalini in an unbalanced manner?
does that make sense to you guys?
for example a person who has opened and improved his higher chakras like throat chakra but has not worked on lower chakras. he can write good poetry, sing good, and do many things that others can't do as good but fails in normal, everyday human stuff

If I may briefly describe, I don't think schizophrenia is a problem, it's definitely most certainly a gift.



As Carla has said many times everyone is a natural channel, our discernment and levels of clearing discern the type of messages that come through. With living in the 3rd density, we as souls... as mind spirit complexes, enter and incarnate into the body complex.

With this in mind our world is focused on the physical. What we see, hear, taste, touch, smell, dream, these things we experience as single defined moments simply because our brains are wired to funnel everything else out that is constantly being bombarded at us in forms of messages and feelings, emotions. The Empath recognizes this by the recognition of others feelings.


For the schizophrenic, they see, hear, taste, touch, smell, and see things from the flip reality that our third eye accesses, except for them it is always on they cannot turn it off or have the same mechanisms that our brains have to filter out these messages. For them they have no filter to the spirit world. 

With this in mind, you have got to understand that each individual is going to have their own nested set of chakras that they must learn to handle based on each emotional lesson attributed to each chakra.

With that in mind, what does a schizophrenic person look like who is able to completely clear all of their chakras? Shamans can do this. Adepts can do this, wanderers come here and incarnate to sign up for how to learn this.

[Monica]

With love and support, I could see how it would be a gift! Not in the cases of trauma though.

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[Monica]

Abuse causes dissociation which is just a few steps away from schizophrenia. When a child learns how to leave/dissociate/astral project from its body to escape from an abusive situation, entities can attach, of course because they aren't protected, and usually because they are in a fearful situation when they dissociate anyway.

So yes, I believe trauma/abuse as a child can cause schizophrenia. I think it's possible to be born with but I think it's more likely that something happens to the wiring of the brain to jolt it into being so confused on the boundaries of dimensions.

I think that's exactly what happened.

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