What do you seek?

[Minyatur]

Stumbled upon this quote you might find interesting:

I read that a few days ago, why are you all so hasty? Infinity is infinite in itself.

Are saying this in the sense that I've lost those conditions or that I am slowly loosing them?

Why are you so lazy?

I guess that would be my current given role, it is a temporary thing like any other thing.

I am not fully aware of the reasons beyond the veil for my current state of mind, it could easily be any other way.

Maybe it is a transition phase.

Maybe I am trying to avoid the inevitable end, or delay it as much as I can.

Maybe it is my current exploration of my own desires.

Maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, etc

Maybe it is only because I can only speak in maybes.

[Aion]

I read that a few days ago, why are you all so hasty? Infinity is infinite in itself.

Are saying this in the sense that I've lost those conditions or that I am slowly loosing them?

Why are you so lazy?

I guess that would be my current given role, it is a temporary thing like any other thing.

I am not fully aware of the reasons beyond the veil for my current state of mind, it could easily be any other way.

Maybe it is a transition phase.

Maybe I am trying to avoid the inevitable end, or delay it as much as I can.

Maybe it is my current exploration of my own desires.

Maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, etc

Maybe it is only because I can only speak in maybes.

I think your nose is lighting up red, we may have hit a jackpot!

[Minyatur]

Maybe it is only because I can only speak in maybes.

I think your nose is lighting up red, we may have hit a jackpot!

Actually I do know the answer. I do not want to be GOD, I do not want to impose my will to Creation. 

This was one of the first revelations I had when first connecting with my higher self. I felt power, I felt I could become GOD and then I felt I did not want to become GOD.

Like you said in the excuses thread, I felt fear from the weight of it.

[Aion]

You don't want to be what you already are? That is a fair self-deception.

[Minyatur]

You don't want to be what you already are? That is a fair self-deception.

We all have our own self-deceptions do we not?

I am but the ego that was programmed under a heavy veil to have difficulty to awaken. My higher self is the one to blame.

[Aion]

Always blaming someone else.

[Minyatur]

Always blaming someone else.

Well I do and did want to awaken, each time I suceed in awakening further all I feel is that this is not what is wanted by my soul. 

And then I sort out the reasons until I am able to awaken a little bit further again.

I would not say I am fully stagnant, more that the pace seems programmed to be slow. You said yourself this was an incarnative choice, which I am living through limited awareness.

[Aion]

Always blaming someone else.

Well I do and did want to awaken, each time I suceed in awakening further all I feel is that this is not what is wanted by my soul. 

And then I sort out the reasons until I am able to awaken a little bit further again.

I would not say I am fully stagnant, more that the pace seems programmed to be slow. You said yourself this was an incarnative choice, which I am living through limited awareness.

Isn't that a contradiction to your own claim that everything that happens to a soul is ultimately desired by it?

[Minyatur]

Always blaming someone else.

Well I do and did want to awaken, each time I suceed in awakening further all I feel is that this is not what is wanted by my soul. 

And then I sort out the reasons until I am able to awaken a little bit further again.

I would not say I am fully stagnant, more that the pace seems programmed to be slow. You said yourself this was an incarnative choice, which I am living through limited awareness.

Isn't that a contradiction to your own claim that everything that happens to a soul is ultimately desired by it?

I may be working an inner-conflict.

[Spaced]

Are you afraid of the responsibility? I can understand that.

[Minyatur]

Are you afraid of the responsibility? I can understand that.

That was what I meant by the weight of it yes. But I currently have no idea how to resolve this nor how to truly awaken. 

I am blinded to my own past and experiences and only do have some general guidelines.

Things are starting to get into motion nevertheless.

[Minyatur]

Always blaming someone else.

Well I do and did want to awaken, each time I suceed in awakening further all I feel is that this is not what is wanted by my soul. 

And then I sort out the reasons until I am able to awaken a little bit further again.

I would not say I am fully stagnant, more that the pace seems programmed to be slow. You said yourself this was an incarnative choice, which I am living through limited awareness.

Isn't that a contradiction to your own claim that everything that happens to a soul is ultimately desired by it?

How does that exclude my current laziness?

[Aion]

Always blaming someone else.

Well I do and did want to awaken, each time I suceed in awakening further all I feel is that this is not what is wanted by my soul. 

And then I sort out the reasons until I am able to awaken a little bit further again.

I would not say I am fully stagnant, more that the pace seems programmed to be slow. You said yourself this was an incarnative choice, which I am living through limited awareness.

Isn't that a contradiction to your own claim that everything that happens to a soul is ultimately desired by it?

How does that exclude my current laziness?

It's not my claim. Meaning I think we are perfectly capable of getting in the way of fulfilling our own desired potential.

[Minyatur]

I do enjoy our mirroring sessions. As a Gemini I work much better on myself through discussing with others.

I've went all around my current thought patterns many times already and you do seem to bring out what I notice not that I avoid.

You do have my thanks, though I still am clueless on how to work this inner conflict to move foward. I probably already am at a slow pace.

You've awakened many distortions I knew not the origin of within my yellow ray.

[Aion]

I do enjoy our mirroring sessions. As a Gemini I work much better on myself through discussing with others.

I've went all around my current thought patterns many times already and you do seem to bring out what I notice not that I avoid.

You do have my thanks, though I still am clueless on how to work this inner conflict to move foward. I probably already am at a slow pace.

You've awakened many distortions I knew not the origin of within my yellow ray.

Every process is a journey with steps big and small. Always a good time.

[Jeremy]

I seek to see myself and other selves as the Creator while attempting to be of service in any way that I can. To bring that smile to someone's face, to show them that the world's current way of thinking isn't the only way of thinking. To allow an other self to come to the realization that they are in control of their life and that they too have all the answers, they just but to ask the right questions and that's where I come in.

[Minyatur]

I do enjoy our mirroring sessions. As a Gemini I work much better on myself through discussing with others.

I've went all around my current thought patterns many times already and you do seem to bring out what I notice not that I avoid.

You do have my thanks, though I still am clueless on how to work this inner conflict to move foward. I probably already am at a slow pace.

You've awakened many distortions I knew not the origin of within my yellow ray.

Every process is a journey with steps big and small. Always a good time.

You do have a way to work with my shadow self.

[Aion]

I do enjoy our mirroring sessions. As a Gemini I work much better on myself through discussing with others.

I've went all around my current thought patterns many times already and you do seem to bring out what I notice not that I avoid.

You do have my thanks, though I still am clueless on how to work this inner conflict to move foward. I probably already am at a slow pace.

You've awakened many distortions I knew not the origin of within my yellow ray.

Every process is a journey with steps big and small. Always a good time.

You do have a way to work with my shadow self.

We all have our talents, you as well.

[third-density-being]

Hello,

I Seek to Experience Qualities of Consciousness that are unknown to me in “normal”, waking state/focus of Consciousness. I think I once experienced OoBE in early childhood, but I do not remember it well, only pieces.

To temporally free Consciousness from the boundaries of a Body and preserve memories of such Event. That would be The Most Profound Experience for me personally, from all possible experiences I can imagine at this time.

All I have Best in me for You

[mjlabadia]

 In the microcosm, I seek to develop the ability to FEEL true loving kindness in the difficult situations.
 Tan, you and I touched on this briefly before.
 Can rationalize it, can talk the talk, and fake it in all but the most trying situations.
 However,....I don't always feel it in my heart. 
 What makes this particularly vexing,.....is I have the feeling this is an important lesson for me in this incarnation.

 In the macrocosm,......I have this strong feeling there is something else I am supposed to be doing.
 I get very close to it,....... I know I've harped on this before on the forum,......
 I feel right on the edge of something,.......but it slips from my fingertips.
 There is this sense of neglecting some duty or job.
 Of time running out.
 I just can't seem to nail it down.
 
 It is just a slight undercurrent right now,....I think because I'm so focused on the business.
 Well quite frankly,....I've been unable to focus on much of anything the past week or two.

 Maybe I'm addicted to Bring 4th. Now if only I could find a 12 Step program,................



 

[Stranger]

I seek to overcome my fear of people, rooted in past lives, and to express the gifts I was entrusted with in this life for the benefit of others.

I seek to become unfailingly kind to others.

[Billy]

I seek clarity and depth.  The kind of clarity that allows one to see themselves for who and what they are and the depth that provides joy, peace and a sense of beauty and wonder.  I meditate daily, try to be mindful of the now and try to be as honest with myself as is possible.  Although, I'm not entirely convinced of many of the things I express, and the above is no exception.

[Quincunx]

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