How to develop your contact with intelligent infinity

[Cobrien]

Hello, I have a passion, problem and lots of time. For 2 and 1/2 years I've felt a sensation on my forehead when I meditate which I usually do lying down. One day while sitting upright with my legs crossed my legs fell asleep. I decided to stand up. After a few moments I felt a huge rush throughout my body. At first I thought it was the blood suddenly circulating to the lower part of my body. After several times I found that a deep breath initiated the feeling.

That was where it began. As soon as breathing came into the picture the anomaly of the rushing sensation could be repeated on demand. It has been roughly 4 months since that time. The action of breathing invokes the feeling. I understand very little of what I actually am doing and how I am actually doing it. I know how to repeat it. I know doing too much strains my frontal lobes causing headaches.

My idea of what the opening of the gateway is the "pulling" of chi John Chang mentions in this youtube video.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TdYM0vNufwc

At the 9:00 minute mark is what I often think about. After I breathe in I move all the air up to my shoulders then in stages flex down to my navel. The problem is I can only do this while holding my breathe. This guy had 18 years of practice so he must have learned a lot.

I'm not sure what I am seeking from this forum. I'm really looking for ideas of how to open the gateway or pull with more efficiency. (Absolutely anything is helpful)

Early on I would have uncontrollable spasms after initiating the sensation/flow.

I am at a loss often at how to explain this. Session 49 suggests to me that my headaches and head pain from performing this skill/technique/exercise is developing capacitance(?) to the weak electric force generated by the body


Honesty two days ago I worked through the pain and practiced this for roughly 3 hours. I had interesting experiences most of which are difficult to describe. Yesterday and today have been much more difficult to achieve the same magnitude of joy/ecstasy as two days ago and have much lower thresholds for pain.


I know I need to lay off it while my body and brain heals, but it's tough.....

Does anybody have similar experiences or advice (possibly questions)?

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[Cobrien]

"80.22 ↥ Questioner: Then by this contact also with intelligent energy can you give me an example of what this would be for both, for the contact with intelligent infinity and intelligent energy? Could you give me an example of what type of experience this would result in, if that’s at all possible?
Ra: I am Ra. This shall be the last query of this working of full length. We have discussed the possibilities of contact with intelligent energy, for this energy is the energy of the Logos, and thus it is the energy which heals, builds, removes, destroys, and transforms all other-selves as well as the self.

The contact with intelligent infinity is most likely to produce an unspeakable joy in the entity experiencing such contact. If you wish to query in more detail upon this subject, we invite you to do so in another working. Is there a brief query before we close this working?"


In my case I've learned that the development of the frontal lobes is key to receive and breathing is key to activate.


"61.13 ↥ Questioner: OK, then I will ask this one. Could you tell us the purpose of the frontal lobes of the brain and the conditions necessary for their activation?
Ra: I am Ra. The frontal lobes of the brain will, shall we say, have much more use in fourth density.

The primary mental/emotive condition of this large area of the so-called brain is joy or love in its creative sense. Thus, the energies which we have discussed in relationship to the pyramids — all of the healing, the learning, the building, and the energizing — are to be found in this area. This is the area tapped by the adept. This is the area which, working through the trunk and root of mind, makes contact with intelligent energy and through this gateway, intelligent infinity.

Are there any queries before we leave this instrument?"


I guess ultimately what I mean is I want to experience greater and greater joy cause that's the whole point. Idk the results are secondary. To me what is primary is developing the contact. When you say "mental work" I'm not exactly sure what you mean. (I guess meditation). Even with the Ra material a good teacher makes a huge difference. I don't have a teacher unfortunately. I don't think that contact with intelligent infinity should be approached with.... this or that....I don't know enough to really to respond.


"49.2 ↥ Questioner: Thank you. I have a question here from Jim first. He says: “For the past nine years I have [had] what I call frontal lobes experiences in the pre-consciousness state of sleep just before I wake up in the morning. They are a combination of pleasure and pressure which begins in the frontal lobes and spreads in pulses through the whole brain and feels like an orgasm in my brain. I have had over 200 of these experiences and often they are accompanied by visions and voices which seldom make much sense to me. What is the source of these frontal lobes experiences?”
Ra: I am Ra. We scan the questioner and find some pertinent information already available which regards the physiological disposition of this particular part of the brain. The experiences described and experienced are those distillations which may be experienced after a concentration of effort upon the opening of the gateway, or indigo, mind complex so that experience of a sacramental, or violet, ray may occur. These experiences are the beginnings of that which, as the body, the mind, and the spirit become integrated at the gateway, or indigo, level, may then yield not only the experience of joy but the comprehension of intelligent infinity which accompanies it. Thus the body complex orgasm and mind complex orgasm becoming integrated may then set forth the proper gateway for the spiritual complex integration and its use as a shuttle for the sacrament of the fully experienced presence of the One Infinite Creator. Thus there is much to which the questioner may look forward."

The above is Jim's ongoing activation at the time. I don't know if gaining conscious control over the feeling of ecstasy is "prerequisite" for defining the experience as contact with intelligent infinity.

The link you posted is the teachings of healing.


Contact feels like such a dry word. I guess that's the best way to put it. The amount of joy/ecstasy I feel when I get "in touch" is amazing. One of the reasons I posted this was because I practiced so much that the pain threshold is low and it felt harder to contact it. Basically, I'm concerned over my own ability to feel joy when I desire. I don't know how else to put it.


ISIS do you feel a sensation in your forehead when you rest/relax or meditate?

I feel a sensation in my forehead so often that it would be weird if I didn't feel it.

[Unbound]

Not sure what it is you are wondering, but breathing techniques and qi gong have been a major part of my practice for a number of years now.

Have you practiced techniques like the Microcosmic Orbit? It may be that too much chi is collecting in your head and it simply needs to be circulated.

http://taoism.about.com/od/bodycultivati..._Orbit.htm
http://www.yuliqigong.com/MicroOrbit.html

That is, creating a circulation of the energy going through/around your body along the central front and back meridians.

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