Why such a close affiliation with the sun?

[Confused]

...Or are you seeking negative attention?...

Lol...this reminds me. I perceive now that since my childhood, perhaps I harbored this subconscious tendency or distortion towards seeking negative attention.

However, as time passes, people around us can, and do, see through the games of negative attention that are played. When that happens, all the fun for the negative attention seeker goes out of the picture, as their motives and mind games are now transparent.

I wonder, if we look into the One Infinite Creator (or the Force) all around us and say--"I see you everywhere and in everything, and I see through your game"--will then the swords of the illusion blunt itself?

[Oceania]

So you just really enjoy talking to people who appreciate Ra on this forum? Or are you seeking negative attention? Feeling bad for yourself? Trying to play devil's advocate? Are you trying to lead us away from the Law of One and towards "reality"?

I was just feeling down. Not trying to lead anyone.
For some reason, it felt like the amount of light in me went out of control and was causing me physical pain in my kidneys, heart and back all at the same time. I tried everything from closing down my chakras to mentally decreasing my subdensity, which only provided temporary relief. I was up much of last night with a painfully overactive solar plexus chakra that also caused my stomach to hurt. So it wasn't just thinking of Ra that did that, but pretty much anything, including furries that I used to be so fond of.

After some time I just gave up and asked Ra to help. I wasn't sure if they would respond, but I noticed the physical pain began to diminish. I wasn't able to do it on my own. Even surrendering to the light just made it even more painful. It took all night, but asking Ra to help apparantly was my only option. Even when I asked angels to help, the symptoms just got worse.

But I'm doing better now. I asked for Ra's help, and feel much better. I guess I had gotten a sense of guilt because of a somewhat religious background, and my christian friend says that Ra doesn't exist and that we should only go after God.

*hugs*

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I don't know the reason, but for me Ra is bad news.

So you just really enjoy talking to people who appreciate Ra on this forum? Or are you seeking negative attention? Feeling bad for yourself? Trying to play devil's advocate? Are you trying to lead us away from the Law of One and towards "reality"?

Remember "bad news" can also be quite the blessing in disguise. There is a Buddhist fable in this regard:

A poor farmer relied on his 1 son and 1 horse for their livelihood. One day during a storm the horse kicked the gate open and ran away. Upon waking and discovering the empty pen, the farmer put his face in his hands and sobbed for two days asking why God had treated him so unfair. On the third day, the horse returned with 3 wild stallions. The farmer's jaw dropped at the sight of this incredible good fortune.
The next day, the farmer's only son was kicked by one of the horses while trying to tame it and suffered a broken leg. The poor farmer began cursing the heavens at his terrible luck, for he needed his son's help with the harvest. That evening a powerful warlord came by looking for all able-bodied young men to go to battle. The boy was spared as his leg was seriously broken. The farmer heard that many of his neighbors children were slaughtered in battle. He fell to his knees and thanked the heavens.......

you ever pick on Gemini you will have me to contend with buddy!

[caycegal]

I'm not angry at Ra. I just don't know if they really exist. In the past, it could have been my own dark side that came out when I tried working with them, as it's mostly been terrifying. I don't even know if angels exist. All I can trust in is Reiki to help me, as it's comforted me.

Don't know if this has been mentioned on this thread:

My husband and I joke this way about our spiritual beliefs: I'm not worried about whether it's "true" (so-called). I like this story and I'm stickin' to it, because it's the story that makes me feel good. After a lot of years of living and studying, I still think it's okay to pick the story that speaks to my heart and gives me the ability to live a positive life. Let others argue about what's "true." I'm pretty sure it's all a kind of game invented by "God" (substitute whatever word works for you) for entertainment and companionship and the sheer thrill of creating and loving.

The complete solar eclipse earlier this week hit me hard. I didn't even know what hit me until I happened to hear about the eclipse a couple of days later. All I knew was that I was plunged into dealing with deep emotional issues, and my whole life felt out of control and chaotic. There was a lot of fear.

Things are starting to feel a lot better for me now. I hope for you, also. I don't think it matters what you believe in if your system of belief works for you.

[neutral333]

Well after this thread has transformed all attention to the Gemini Wolf vacuum (love you), maybe we can return to the actual subject in accordance with the "strictly Law of One material".

Are solar flares actual huge outpourings of sixth density love as mentioned in the Ra description? Is there a direct relationship of flares and density transformation? Do the auroras infuse love into our atmosphere?

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you ever pick on Gemini you will have me to contend with buddy!

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