07-09-2014, 11:00 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-09-2014, 11:01 PM by BlatzAdict.)
(07-04-2014, 03:30 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: Does serving begrudgingly defeat the purpose of polarizing positively? Must you serve out of love in order to positively polarize?
What if the service must be done, and you do it because it needs to be done, but you just don't enjoy doing it?
It's hard to serve when you don't receive appreciation for the service. But I desire to have the heart to serve.
the expectation of appreciation is a service to your self.
serving begrudgingly means to temper something called patience and fortitude, otherwise you do not deserve to call yourself a teacher.
but the appreciation for the hard work that you put in regardless of what anyone else may think..
ra always says may you be blessed with love and light, not one or the other. similarly, you don't do good work only when it's easy for you to do it. i think the question you should be asking is, at what limit of the bregrudging state must i limit my service so that i may continue to honor others through also honoring myself.
I don't know that's just me.