02-02-2018, 12:39 PM
(02-02-2018, 07:50 AM)Cainite Wrote:Quote:describe what the orange ray problem feels like, please?
...it feels like you're separated from yourself.
I have a very open body language everywhere I am. even though I am an introvert. but I'm very open to everyone.
The bold part is called 'Depersonalization' i believe, and its a symptom/phenomenon which is frequently seen in Borderline Personality Disorder. I believe it was something like feeling you are not in your body, you are outside.
The second bit also is rather indicative of that very same disorder. Because BPD is a disorder that freezes the person at a given point in his/her childhood, the traits of extremely open emotional reactions also persist in the affected person. Ie, their emotional state at least immediately reflects on their face as if uncontrollably, if it readily doesnt go to the extent of them directly putting those feelings into words - and in many cases, extreme words, both positively and negatively.
BPD is a difficult disorder to diagnose and treat, and therefore many people who are affected by it may get misdiagnosed and go through different treatments before they are eventually diagnosed.
Visiting a psychologist who is known for being able to diagnose and treat BPD cases may help.