03-01-2017, 04:19 AM
(02-28-2017, 09:40 PM)sjel Wrote:(02-28-2017, 03:03 AM)Cainite Wrote: Love healed my schizophrenia... I was sure I was done!
Even though, doctors say it's temporary and I'll go insane again.. they're amazed
I threw out all of my pills.
Wow, see this gives me a hopeful feather to place in my spiritual cap.
How exactly did your healing occur? Did you one day decide that you wished to Love, and over a period of time your schizophrenic tendencies withered away? Or did someone else show you Love that broke your sickness? Or some third option
Sorry for this being unrelated to the thread.
First let me tell you how I went mad. I switched polarity after people wronged me.
I became STS and even contacted negative entities to predict the future and stuff like that.
I manipulated people using black magic.
Became a vampire (I didn't steal people's blood! I stole their chi)
I got healthy, strong, I even looked better!
After a while I realized STS is idiotic and it was when I switched back to STO that I went crazy, extremely paranoid, unsafe, fearful, ...
The illness continued for a year. I was taking about 20 pills a day. all I yearned for was death and often thought about cutting my throat.
Now I tell you how I healed myself;
Went through the process of balancing my chakras (working mostly on the 3 lower chakras)
Started wearing Red and meditating on my root chakra alot to get grounded.
Gave up my pride and started accepting love from people and showed more love to them, specially my family (before that I used to think just having a secret love is enough but then I began showing it) and also forgave a******* that wronged me and accepted them. that did heal my solar plexus.
Bought an scottish kitten and loved it as if he was my child.
Started writing poetry (in my own language) people that I showed my poems to were amazed... Thanks to the Law of One and mysticism and my own experiences.
Studied my dreams and tried to get their messages and follow them...