01-27-2010, 07:17 PM
Okay I've had an extremely disturbing yet wonderful experience last night, As soon as it happened I grabbed a paper and wrote down all that happened..
This is what happened, since I had slept off that negativity which I wrote about in the first post I was not tired till about 12 AM in the morning, I layed to bed at about 12:30 AM and thought I would do a light meditation before going to sleep..
You would not believe what I am going to write right now.
As I was meditating I could not silence my mind at all and had my mind randomly without my will whisper meaningless phrases and words, I had a cat on my left arm but then it left and I kept trying to silence the mind.
Now this is where it gets extremely scary and weird without remembering how I was not meditating anymore or sleeping or anything like that. I was sitting in a chair behind a computer and desk over my bed, an entity was talking to me from behind and I could not see him but he was there talking to me. The room was dimly lit and I had the presence of mind to say that I wanted to figure out how the "early harvest" or early graduation. Now to that point the entity's words I don't remember, but as soon as I asked that question he responded behind me from my right slightly "You want to graduate early? do this..." I followed his instructions but I don't remember what they were besides the last one. my computer screen was on and he said click the tablet over there. I clicked it and suddenly imagine a lava lamp's small plasma lump floating. A violet liquid orb streaked through my left eye and smugged soem symbols which were hazy.. I FELT THE MOST DISTURBING THING massive influx of energy in my head suddenly!!
I felt I was being pulled out of third density or something, you guys don't understand as I am writing this because it was painful and shocking, it was electrical all around and I thought I was going to die..
During this energy influx I suddenly LITERALY WAS MOVED from the chair I was sitting in and under the desk and through the bed and back into my laying body where I saw through my eyelids the dark ceeling, I opened the eyes and the massive energy was still there.. it then began to exit rapidly and electrically it went from my head down through my legs and out. I was so scared. Time elapsed was 1:15 AM, this means only small time passed but it felt in the state it was longer.. it was from 12:40-1:15 AM, you might think I'm crazy right now..
It was not a dream and I think it was and out of body experience, in fact I am 100% positive, because this was tangible and not resonating, I actually physically felt this all.
this is what I am afraid of, was it a negative entity trying to misplace? because as the energy was about to rip me out and send me somewhere I was so not ready I said in my mind "we are all one being, we are all one", this is when it transported me back into my head. through the desk and through the bed... back into my laying body.
After that I could not close my eyes for an hour and I saw streaks of violet sparks without closing my eyes, this was never possible for me before this experience.
HELP!
This is what happened, since I had slept off that negativity which I wrote about in the first post I was not tired till about 12 AM in the morning, I layed to bed at about 12:30 AM and thought I would do a light meditation before going to sleep..
You would not believe what I am going to write right now.
As I was meditating I could not silence my mind at all and had my mind randomly without my will whisper meaningless phrases and words, I had a cat on my left arm but then it left and I kept trying to silence the mind.
Now this is where it gets extremely scary and weird without remembering how I was not meditating anymore or sleeping or anything like that. I was sitting in a chair behind a computer and desk over my bed, an entity was talking to me from behind and I could not see him but he was there talking to me. The room was dimly lit and I had the presence of mind to say that I wanted to figure out how the "early harvest" or early graduation. Now to that point the entity's words I don't remember, but as soon as I asked that question he responded behind me from my right slightly "You want to graduate early? do this..." I followed his instructions but I don't remember what they were besides the last one. my computer screen was on and he said click the tablet over there. I clicked it and suddenly imagine a lava lamp's small plasma lump floating. A violet liquid orb streaked through my left eye and smugged soem symbols which were hazy.. I FELT THE MOST DISTURBING THING massive influx of energy in my head suddenly!!
I felt I was being pulled out of third density or something, you guys don't understand as I am writing this because it was painful and shocking, it was electrical all around and I thought I was going to die..
During this energy influx I suddenly LITERALY WAS MOVED from the chair I was sitting in and under the desk and through the bed and back into my laying body where I saw through my eyelids the dark ceeling, I opened the eyes and the massive energy was still there.. it then began to exit rapidly and electrically it went from my head down through my legs and out. I was so scared. Time elapsed was 1:15 AM, this means only small time passed but it felt in the state it was longer.. it was from 12:40-1:15 AM, you might think I'm crazy right now..
It was not a dream and I think it was and out of body experience, in fact I am 100% positive, because this was tangible and not resonating, I actually physically felt this all.
this is what I am afraid of, was it a negative entity trying to misplace? because as the energy was about to rip me out and send me somewhere I was so not ready I said in my mind "we are all one being, we are all one", this is when it transported me back into my head. through the desk and through the bed... back into my laying body.
After that I could not close my eyes for an hour and I saw streaks of violet sparks without closing my eyes, this was never possible for me before this experience.
HELP!