01-27-2010, 06:27 AM
I have similar experiences once every month or so. It's like a cycle... I become full with love, then I need to rest and become vulnerable. It's good though, since I a light can shine even brigther if they know how dark it is without it.
But the brighter you shine, the more attractive you are. If you have any holes in your armor, the most powerful STS being will abuse that. I have a particular distortion of an endless spiraling fractal of despair they like to use. Utter meaninglessness and vanity. It drains me completely... For them, if an entity does not be swayed by ego-centrical things, then removing that light from this place of existence is probably the preferred way (death).
Go beyond the polarity of things, to the ideal version of yourself. Keep at it.. 3D density isn't easy but it's worth it!
Don't become too absorbed in rationality and cause and effect. Do you need a reason to be loving? It's quite good enough as it is!
But the brighter you shine, the more attractive you are. If you have any holes in your armor, the most powerful STS being will abuse that. I have a particular distortion of an endless spiraling fractal of despair they like to use. Utter meaninglessness and vanity. It drains me completely... For them, if an entity does not be swayed by ego-centrical things, then removing that light from this place of existence is probably the preferred way (death).
Go beyond the polarity of things, to the ideal version of yourself. Keep at it.. 3D density isn't easy but it's worth it!
Don't become too absorbed in rationality and cause and effect. Do you need a reason to be loving? It's quite good enough as it is!