09-28-2012, 12:22 AM
I'm watching and participating in a tug of war.
When something my mind is not used to begins to occur it recoils and the process reverts itself to the beginning.
Example: Perception of astral light... I see it in cycles. When it gets too intense it's almost as the conditioned mind cannot handle it. It slowly grows over time as some part of me accepts what it sees.
I do not know how this relates to abilities but I believe it does. (if you know don't tell me)
When something my mind is not used to begins to occur it recoils and the process reverts itself to the beginning.
Example: Perception of astral light... I see it in cycles. When it gets too intense it's almost as the conditioned mind cannot handle it. It slowly grows over time as some part of me accepts what it sees.
I do not know how this relates to abilities but I believe it does. (if you know don't tell me)