The nature of overcoming.

[AnthroHeart]

You'll find out quickly what you believe. When you have negative greeting, you too find out who you call out to for help. I called out to God to rescue me from the black hole, that I think formed because I was progressing too fast. I believe Ra helped me too. But then I get the fear of Ra in some cases because it is written in the bible not to put other gods before God. My real belief is in the Ra material, but during that awakening, it didn't save me. My mind kept expanding, and I found the cross of Jesus was contracting my mind. So to keep my mind from expanding out of control, I had to focus on the cross. Then it would focus down too much, and I'd go back to the Ra material, and have Ra to help. One of my many hells was thinking I was headed to the sun and not graduating 6D, but having to live in 3D in the sun, with "Ra" that was supposedly made up. It was when Irony turned against me.

It got worse when I started feeling my body heating up, and thinking I was now headed to a Cataclysmic Variable star, which is way more intense than the sun. The mind makes up the worst possibilities. But then I told myself it wasn't real and that I create my own reality, and it stopped. When I had opened myself up through indigo, the negative entities could give much more personalized greetings. In mine, I was being punished for violating free will of entities within my own Universe.

So now I don't push myself as hard. I let Ra live in my heart, and I seek the One Infinite Creator. And slowly, very slowly I feel the energy increasing. It's quite comfortable.

Thanks Spaced. That was very informative. It eliminated a degree of fear I had.