The Transformation of the Mind

[Shemaya]

My experience in this card really corresponds to what you wrote, J. I kept calling what I was going through " my forgiveness project" And was doing h'onopono, and saying prayers of forgiveness, and had a very strong will and desire to move on, forgive and let go. It took a long time.

I really like what you wrote about the crystallization of an already open heart chakra. Yes, sounds like what I am working towards. Love that phrase.

Much of the forgiveness of self had to do with the acceptance of the limitations of my body, in this particular incarnation and healing from inner voices of an abusive patriarchy which is what we have ending this age . Inner voices that invalidate, judge , condemn, punish, control, belittle, dishonor, browbeat, you get the idea.

Looking at this process from an archetypal perspective is a bit humbling, in that I feel I have offered the Creator a gift of experience at a conscious awareness level that we normally do not experience. So from that perspective I have a lot of compassion and love for myself and my other- self.