Yes this is one of my biggest challenges in my life as I have recognized the pattern of impatience throughout numerous instances of this incarnation. Especially considering my life is in quite a state of disarray in just about every single aspect, it's quite difficult and almost seems impossible to keep the faith in the creators will and the predetermined plan by my higher self that this will work out.
I keep reminding myself that things will be ok but there are times like over just the past 5 days when catalysts such as my car breaking down and I don't have the money to fix it, the girl that I cared very much for breaks it off with me, being relegated to only every other weekend with my daughter instead of every weekend, allergies going insane, along with not being able to find a second job while sleeping on a mattress on my parents living room floor makes one definitely wonder why so many catalysts must be activated at once
I keep reminding myself that things will be ok but there are times like over just the past 5 days when catalysts such as my car breaking down and I don't have the money to fix it, the girl that I cared very much for breaks it off with me, being relegated to only every other weekend with my daughter instead of every weekend, allergies going insane, along with not being able to find a second job while sleeping on a mattress on my parents living room floor makes one definitely wonder why so many catalysts must be activated at once
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