08-17-2012, 08:25 AM
(08-17-2012, 04:39 AM)Ankh Wrote: Thank you for this reminder, brother! I was into this very much myself, as can be seen in this thread, but have felt very disconnected later, due third density crazyness.
So you challenged them in the name of your Higher Self? That is very interesting... Would you like to give more detailed information of how you did it and what exactly happened? I have been thinking about challenging and in what name I would challenge in this case... Carla challenges in the name of Jesus Christ. I would probably challenge in the name of Law of One, or unity, or Ra... I dunno... But in the name of Higher Self is a very interesting thought! If you would like to elaborate it? =)
Love,
Lana.
Dear Lana my sister,
I'm more than happy to elaborate, and so I shall...
Let me begin with a little background info. I finished my book at the end of 2010, and decided to see what it would be like to choose NOT to believe in my beliefs and see where that led me...
It didn't go well and I sunk into a prolonged period of depression, confusion and frustration, not to mention my fair share of continued "psychic greetings".
It got to the stage, where it just all got too much to bear and so yesterday, out of sheer desperation, I cried out mentally to my Higher-Self / SMC saying something along the lines of "I can't take this anymore - if you are really there - help me!"
Then a few hours later, whilst meditating, the mental conversation began. I challenged them a few times in the name of my Higher Self, as this to me, is the highest truth I'm happy using for the challenging process. After challenging them, I told them to go away and they said "no", which I took to mean that they wouldn't go because the were, or represented my Higher Self.
I asked, "who are you?" and their reply was "we are you".
The conversation continued with them pointing out that telepathic communication with one's Higher Self is the same thing as communication with one's SMC ( at least for those of us whom are 6th d Wanderers ).
They proceeded to offer much comfort and reassurance and a few good belly laughs!
Because of this communion, I no longer feel abandoned and I have now been reminded that they are always there for me, always have been and always will be!
So I guess that it's really true that once you have Spiritually awakened, you really cannot go back to sleep, and if you try, all that you end up doing is messing yourself up - or at least this has been my recent experience.
I hope that this description answers your query, but should you wish to know anything else then please query further!
I sincerely hope that you all have a wonderful and rewarding time at Homecomming!
Love and Light dear sister.
Massa med karlek
Jim