a good summary?

[Daydreamin]

The ironic part for me is I have always lived my life according to the 4th dimension if we go by the above.


One thing that has always made me beyond frustrated is the sharing of knowledge. My whole life I have shared all I know and sometimes people think that I am a 'know it all.' When all I am trying to do is to spread the knowledge. It really baffles me and the above chart possibly shows me why I have struggled with this all of my Life.

The best example I can give you is I have always dreamed of writing a comprehensive all tell book for the World/Humanity and leave it untitled so that nobody would know I wrote it. I dream of doing this b/c I want to help humanity so much but I never really felt the need for any credit. Or I guess I've always felt that taking the credit takes away for me personally why I would write the book in the first place......to help others and not myself. This is my joy!!!

Personal opinion, i recommend you write one. Writing a book has helped me get my... emotions more "graspable". If that wording makes sense. Mine has been read as of now i think by like 10ish people.

Thank you Cyan for the encouragement. I have been told a few times in my Life I ought to write a book or I ought to have my own radio station. I truly have never wanted any credit or recognition and instead just to help others. Besides helping others everywhere and anywhere I really really really feel as if one 'experience' I am working on in this lifetime is to be the absolute best husband/father I can possibly be. I have several passions in Life but this IS my passion along with helping others in any way I possibly can.


The hardest part about the book is where to start. I've always had that problem but like everything I have ever done once I get started there's no stopping me. Looks like I ought to get started!


And fyi.......the book I wanted to write would be a compilation of knowledge and the truth. Things I wished I had known sooner. And I am talking simple everyday items such as the uses of hydrogen peroxide to solfeggio frequencies to knowledge of crystals etc.

Personally, I never understood why there wasn't one? Maybe I am actually here to make that happen. And why I want it to be anonymous would be so nobody could have any preconceived biases.