a good summary?

[Cyan]

The ironic part for me is I have always lived my life according to the 4th dimension if we go by the above.


One thing that has always made me beyond frustrated is the sharing of knowledge. My whole life I have shared all I know and sometimes people think that I am a 'know it all.' When all I am trying to do is to spread the knowledge. It really baffles me and the above chart possibly shows me why I have struggled with this all of my Life.

The best example I can give you is I have always dreamed of writing a comprehensive all tell book for the World/Humanity and leave it untitled so that nobody would know I wrote it. I dream of doing this b/c I want to help humanity so much but I never really felt the need for any credit. Or I guess I've always felt that taking the credit takes away for me personally why I would write the book in the first place......to help others and not myself. This is my joy!!!

Personal opinion, i recommend you write one. Writing a book has helped me get my... emotions more "graspable". If that wording makes sense. Mine has been read as of now i think by like 10ish people.