Are Two Souls Better Than One?

[Jim Kent +]

Good to have you here Jim, I'm curious after the experience of dual activation. What does it feel like on a daily basis? I've carried an entity around for a while, it wasn't like dual activation I think. He wasn't 6d either. More 3d like the rest of us.

Your music is beautiful, uncle Ali approves

Dear Ali,

Again - a very sincere thank you for the warm welcome!

and for your kind words about my music - it means a lot to me!

Firstly let me say that I'm not 100% certain about being dual-activated, but I seem to have all the charateristics of being such when studying L/L's work about this topic.

It is difficult for me to describe what it's like on a day to day basis...

I say this because there are certain factors about me that result in me feeling pretty crappy a lot of the time...

I'm quite certain that I experience post-traumatic-stress disorder, whilst being treated for a psychotic illness that I feel that I don't have, add to that, having an extemely homesick second-Soul just compounds these feelings.

I have to guard against feeling and coming across as a self-obsessed, self-pitying individual...

I really do appreciate how fortunate I am compared to the majority of Humanity.

When I'm not on the medication I very quickly fall in Love with the adventure of incarnation, and feel in awe of the wonders of the Universe, and want to share that exitement with any and all...

This, however, has been perceived as a mental-illness and I feel that I must respect the Law Of Confusion and allow those in my life to come to that conclusion.

It suits me at the moment to go along the "lie" that I have a psychotic-illness as I have stated previously, and as Q'uo suggested to me in 2005, all that I have to do to remain grounded is to have daily literal contact with Gaia - fortunately I live on the ground-floor - so I can do this without leaving my flat.

When I'm off the meds, music makes me cry my eyes out, and I feel a Love for all that is almost overwhelming...

But the STS manipulated system does not want anyone to feel this way and has successfully convinced the psychiatric community that anyone who exhibits such a reaction to be ill!!!

I could quit the western world a live somewhere where I would be truely free to feel the way I want...

But that would mean abandoning my family and friends - something that I'm not prepared to do!!!

I hope that this answers your question - but please feel free to query further.

For the sake of Love and Light

Jim