01-15-2010, 01:52 PM
(01-14-2010, 10:40 PM)Questioner Wrote: Jim, thank you for sharing your story.
Dear Questioner,
You are most welcome!
I sent you a private message about some material that may not be discussed in the public forum, per the rules.
I've read your pm and will be replying shortly.
(01-14-2010, 05:42 PM)Jim Kent + Wrote: Even though I did not react well to the teachings of Catholicism, the STO ethic of my family stayed with me...
Have you had an opportunity to explore Carla's perspective about mystical Christianity?
No, I haven't taken the time to pursue Carla's perspective.
Many people I have great respect for find much resonance in Christianity, I, however do not. I would personally rather concentrate on Wanderers currently incarnate on Earth, rather than one who graduated 2000 years ago.
Quote:this particular physical vehicle I ( we ) inhabit
I'm a bit confused by the timeline. Do you feel that this due-activation began in your heart attack experience in the rave at 16? Did the nonhuman entity who offered you the choice to return to this life join in co-managing your physical body at that time? Or is the sense of dual-activation something from your '99/2000 experiences? Or was it a result of a sense of breakdown from your experience with what you see as the negative channeling forum?
Please let me clarify:
The "Cloud-Nine" experience (as the nun called it ) happened after an intensive effort to be of benefit to all in my life at the age of 15, which is when I assume that my original Soul graduated Spiritually.
The heart-attack at the Rave happened when I was 20 years old, and is when another 6th d entity joined my original Soul in occupying this physical vehicle...
Just like all Souls, of whatever density of origin, my second Soul also had to graduate by polarizing, and I theorise that this happened in 1998/9.
As to when I theorise that I graduated physically ( i.e. became dual-activated ) I'm not sure when this happened, as the situation of gaining another Soul obviously complicated my own personal graduation process...
But I suspect that I graduated physically by 2000, as to when this occourred I can't be sure, but I suspect that either I was already dual-activated by the time the 6th d walk-in joined me or that this happened during 1998/9???
Studying and putting my faith in the Cassiopaean material did not cause any kind of breakdown, but just left me baffled and scared!
Quote:During this period of reflection, meditation and music-making, I had come to the realisation that I had too much I wanted to say to fit into the lyrics of many albums, and so I decided to embark on the creation of a book of philosophy.
I share an interest in using both philosophy and music as ways to explore a personal understanding of experience. As you can see there are several forum participants here who present essays about their perspectives for others to consider and comment. If you'd like to do that as well, or link to your material, I'd be intrigued by what you have to say in words and music. I also aspire to be able to create some Law of One inspired music this year.
My music can be listened to on my band's myspace page at:
http://www.myspace.com/benhiles
An unfinished version of my book of philosophy can be found at:
http://www.eternal-unity.org/
But I would reccommend waiting until I finish the re-write that I'm currently in the process of working on as I want to make a signifcant amount of changes to it before I consider it finished!
Quote:saw atomic-structure and then my 3rd d self next to what I assume was my 6th d self.
The only thing I can imagine for those words is that you had a perception something like the way that Alex Grey sees.
Quote:For the sake of Love and Light
We are Jim Kent
Delighted to meet y'all.
Dear Fairyfarmgirl,
Hi, please be aware that the line "we are Jim Kent" was written with a grin on my face - however much I believe that it is probably true!