Catalyst for the higher mind goes to the lower.

[Charles]

When I was 25 I died in a car "accident," and I received, and have used, that growth catalyst.

But there was more. When I got out of the hospital, about 8 surgeries and 5 months later, I wasn't alone. There was a wise and loving and joyful being within me, and another one just to my right.

I heard people thinking, not as a constant, but only when they were frightened, or confused, or in emotional pain. I helped.

My acupuncturist insisted that they were not good for me and she could "get rid of them." I resisted her until she said that I was no good for them, as they had better things to do other than being locked into me. She said I was selfish, and cruel to them. I loved them so much, that I listened to her. I was too young to realize how amazing joy and wisdom were. I was too young to realize that these Light Beings knew what they were doing. So they left me out of the back of my neck. And I felt suddenly alone.

62 years old now, and recently I was contacted by a crowd. So many. Teachers or lovers or friends . . I don't know. But they certainly knew me. They said I spent thousands of years in 5D (with them?), and that I was a crystalline soul (many colors reflected, with a pale blue aura). I've done Life Between Life work, and I know that dark blue is further on than light blue, but still I felt delighted.

Then they told me what to do. Business in detail.
Thus my new site: prophecyrealized.com

While they were telling me what to do, I kept saying "but I can't !" . . And they kept saying of course you can, you've done this work before. So, site is up, but I'm frightened, so little of the prep work, and none of the advertising (they were detailed), has been done yet.

And now you tell me that not using a growth catalyst will retard my growth !! My listening to my acupuncturist, was me throwing out a huge growth lesson.

I have known, and I still know that I must do this work. And I know that I will, each day a little more certain. Before reading this thread, I was well aware that I've been called and that I Must do this.

I think this work was designed as very STO. I've done similar work before (in this life) but never on the phone before. Each day I realize that the work is needed by others, and also very much for myself to ascend into my potential.

They did tell me that I would be frightened at first, but that I would receive their help and all will go well.

Soon, very very soon . . . but perhaps my listening to that acupuncturist set me back?

I'm calm and unafraid of asinine politics, weather changes, pollution, war, earthquakes, etc., because I know that all is well. In fact my teachers told me that I was correct on those points. But somehow this work, living up to my purpose, frightens me a lot.

So long ago, I agreed to "get rid of" the gift of wisdom and joy and obvious ability. My glasses must be very thick by now.