some thoughts on the venus transit

[Ankh]

Thanks for sharing, brother.

By some reason something happened to me too during this Venus transit. I never believed that much in astrological happenings, except them being mystical of course. And maybe it is just a coincidence, but during this transit I got sick. And I rarely get sick, but this time I got fever, soar throat, head ache etc. In short, a typical cold, but I also felt it *mentally*, and probably even spiritually. So long story short, I called myself sick from work, and decided to mentally prepare, and that it was time now to find that *focus* in my life.

Yesterday it happened. It was probably a gradual process that probably has been going on for some time, but just not been seen by me, I dunno, but yesterday I... I would call it... "making love" instead of merging, melting and meshing, but... it was a *union with the Creator in the green center*. It was *sooo* intimate. I believe that this is what might be what Q'uo calls tabernacle with the Creator in the heart. And that is what I was experiencing during the whole day, from time to time, yesterday. And although I didn't directly felt it all the time due the third density busyness, *it was there*, present, all day... And I was a little bit clumpsy perhaps, in trying to share it, but I'll learn... =)

So I did find that focus. Whenever it is difficult, whenever I am suffering, whenever anything negative is going on - just seek the Creator as the Creator understood by me.

Today a lot of stuff has happened too, and I feel kind of overwhelmed right now... Only thing that I can say is that there is so much beauty, so much... magic in the creation, and we just don't feel it...

Anyways, this is the focus I've been looking for, to consciously experience the Creator in the way that I have during those days now.

I am still a little bit sick... But oh! I hope this focus stays with me...

I loved your last words and want to finish with them too, but with some personal fitting/change: it might not seem like a huge thing but for me personally it is. i can look at all these people and realize that they are Creator playing their roles in this game just as i am the Creator, playing my role and i can release the frustration that i have had to deal with . and that is a large large step

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and unity!