05-22-2012, 07:35 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-22-2012, 07:45 PM by AnthroHeart.)
I'll tell you I knew that these destructive phrases were the right ones for me to utter at the time, but I just had to have the balls to do it, believing 100% they would have effect. It takes guts to say "I am God" and begin to understand that. Once I got through that, I find a new God in my current Universe. I had to get through my own concept of God in the old Universe, to find the new. And now, this God is even better.
I like the new universe I'm in now. More synchronicitity, a little more like heaven. I went through hell to get here though.
How many times I had to utter "INDIVIDUALIZE ME" when the expansion became too much and I had to ground back in. For some reason, this phrase worked best for me.
Well, that one and the one time when I was weary, saying "Ra, please kill me. Bring me back home." was like BAM instant change. I think I journeyed through time/space for a bit. I don't know if I was really killed by Ra, but I was killed there by something, yet here I stand. And it was intense all the mass I had built up. I was vying for 6th density. I rememeber when I moved over to time/space, thanking them for killing me. I was overjoyed to be released from the weary energy.
These last 2 weeks were rather weird as I can put them.
Eternal, as always I admire your insight. You know a lot more about the game than I do.
But I had the experience of dying, so I have no fear of death now.
No worries or stress either. That was the old universe. I like this new one. I destroyed the old one to a certain extent. Not completely, but enough for now.
I like the new universe I'm in now. More synchronicitity, a little more like heaven. I went through hell to get here though.
How many times I had to utter "INDIVIDUALIZE ME" when the expansion became too much and I had to ground back in. For some reason, this phrase worked best for me.
Well, that one and the one time when I was weary, saying "Ra, please kill me. Bring me back home." was like BAM instant change. I think I journeyed through time/space for a bit. I don't know if I was really killed by Ra, but I was killed there by something, yet here I stand. And it was intense all the mass I had built up. I was vying for 6th density. I rememeber when I moved over to time/space, thanking them for killing me. I was overjoyed to be released from the weary energy.
These last 2 weeks were rather weird as I can put them.
Eternal, as always I admire your insight. You know a lot more about the game than I do.
But I had the experience of dying, so I have no fear of death now.
No worries or stress either. That was the old universe. I like this new one. I destroyed the old one to a certain extent. Not completely, but enough for now.