05-14-2012, 11:16 PM
you're not boring, people who go out to clubs are more boring. why is clubbing seen as less boring than reading?
i don't like to be dependent on drugs but i am always attached to alcohol, i love making drinks even when i don't want to drink them. and i feel the weakness that pulls me in. it's the question, can i go this day without it? if i quit alcohol it lasts for a few months or something and i get all purist about not drinking but if i have one drink, which i'll eventually will be pressured into doing or just miss the feeling, i'll go back to drinking daily. it's that little voice.
i don't like to be dependent on drugs but i am always attached to alcohol, i love making drinks even when i don't want to drink them. and i feel the weakness that pulls me in. it's the question, can i go this day without it? if i quit alcohol it lasts for a few months or something and i get all purist about not drinking but if i have one drink, which i'll eventually will be pressured into doing or just miss the feeling, i'll go back to drinking daily. it's that little voice.