I am sorry to say this, Gemini Wolf, but I will definitely "disregard" this one.
You have a conflicting belief system, based on your posts.
You want to expand infinitely, you want to experience 4d/5d (did you somewhere say you as the current you is 4d already, right?).
At the same time, you have something that can only be described as a fear-based system when it comes to Intelligent Infinity. You are afraid of so many things that I could not name an entity who, when working with him, would not introduce negative consequences in your body if you think about the Infinity that way - imho.
Until you resolve your conflicting belief systems, you will have tons of catalysts to process, that is for sure. But I cant tell you what to do, so all I can do is send love and wish you good luck...
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Also, Black Holes do not eat consciousness. Nothing is lost. That is not sorta true, it IS true. It is one of the most basic principles - if you believe something IS lost, then I think you did not explore the frameworks of this existence properly.
You have a conflicting belief system, based on your posts.
You want to expand infinitely, you want to experience 4d/5d (did you somewhere say you as the current you is 4d already, right?).
At the same time, you have something that can only be described as a fear-based system when it comes to Intelligent Infinity. You are afraid of so many things that I could not name an entity who, when working with him, would not introduce negative consequences in your body if you think about the Infinity that way - imho.
Until you resolve your conflicting belief systems, you will have tons of catalysts to process, that is for sure. But I cant tell you what to do, so all I can do is send love and wish you good luck...
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Also, Black Holes do not eat consciousness. Nothing is lost. That is not sorta true, it IS true. It is one of the most basic principles - if you believe something IS lost, then I think you did not explore the frameworks of this existence properly.