05-04-2012, 04:18 PM
(05-04-2012, 04:06 PM)godwide_void Wrote:(05-04-2012, 01:53 PM)Lulu Wrote:(05-04-2012, 12:39 PM)Valtor Wrote: Lulu my friend, my statement has nothing to do with 3d.
Social memory complexes begins in 4d. And there is nothing like what you described in 4d positive.
thank you for letting me know...
Sorry for my crankiness, it's just f*cking disturbing how much I can feel others. I am so disgusted and angry about having to feel the sickness (anxiety, stress, projections) of others that I am about to become the meanest negative entity on the planet --if that is possible. Just so it will have to be solved and they will be held accountable to how they are effecting others. If blissing out and loving them worked, believe me, I would have been more then happy to have kept on doing that, but it doesn't. It actually causes ME to be MORE sensitive and helpless in the environment of others.
I have the choice to abandon ship. Which always sounds heavenly but rather cruel to a few that I do care about, who do try to be accountable. OR become a hermit again and ever ONLY be around people who do not affect me in a negative way (nearly impossible). OR find a way to call in other beings to assist in this issue no matter what is the outcome or detriment of the others, solely to serve myself as the creator, as one. (white lights and all those shield techniques are completely useless, I've tried them all. I'm about to call in Satan and his legions to do their work).
I will feel refreshed and happy until I am in the presence of others, then get so sick around some people that I sometimes almost throw up. Then I come take it all out on you guys ;-) and start feeling stuff from you. By the way these are normal healthy people, some that eat perfect vegan diets some that are seekers etc...
Anyways --if I vanish it's because I might need to take a break.
Lulu, consider that you are subconsciously manifesting all circumstances of the reality you find yourself in and attracting to yourself those people and thought-forms most resonant with the vibrational frequency and orientation of your thoughts. If you are discovering particularly undesirable or unpleasant characteristics within the personas of the individuals you encounter perhaps it is because you yourself are responsible for projecting these qualities unto them. If you choose to perceive negative qualities in other and view the world through this lens then this is what you will find. However, if you focus instead on those qualities in the personalities of others which are more tasteful and place an emphasis upon finding qualities which you most admire and relate to, then you will begin to observe as well as undergo a corresponding change in the nature of the world which surrounds you and, most importantly, within your own being.
The one known as Satan is nothing more than a concept created by those who would rather not take responsibility for their choices and instead decide to lump in all negative aspects which one is not willing to or incapable of admitting to themselves that these things stem from themselves. The worst demons to exist are those which our very minds create. Running away from or choosing to ignore these demons will prove futile as their place of residence is within the mind which has debilitated/succumbed to the temptations and darkness of the material illusion. Invoking "Satan and his legions" or rather voluntarily choosing to manifest one's own dark aspects with no sense of control or dominion over them, and with the retaining of residual fear or emotional instability will do nothing more than cause unnecessary difficulty and strain upon oneself, physically, mentally, emotionally, psychologically, and spiritually.
I apologize if I am not entitled to say such things but only wish to offer the words of advisement which I have been compelled to speak. I wish you well upon the path you tread upon, my friend, and hope that you may be offered safe passage through the wilderness you wade through.
Interesting that you posted this at exactly 6:06 my time.:-/