05-04-2012, 12:57 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-04-2012, 03:54 PM by godwide_void.)
I have decided also that I would directly address the main purpose of the thread as stated in the title by sharing a few experiences which occurred to me about 6-8 weeks ago. These instances were spontaneous and I did not immediately give them much consideration but upon reflective examination I feel that they would be relevant to this subject, although I have yet to undertake further experimentation, but plan to do so very soon.
Earlier on in my school semester I decided that Philosophy class might be the perfect opportunity to test my mettle while having ingested the entheogenic nootropic I have become very familiar with and have utilized for spiritual progression, Tlilitzin, more commonly recognized as Morning Glory seeds, the divine sacraments which the Aztec civilization among many others have held in high regard and acknowledged that within these seeds dwelled the capacity to facilitate the awakening of divinity within a person. I have come to know these seeds well and they are my prime and closest allies in regards to all the "plant teachers" of this world. I hold complete control over the states in which it induces in me, thus allowing for complete and absolute normal functioning throughout my day but with the strong sense that the lower self which normally dwells in this world is eradicated for the duration of the alteration and indeed the Higher Aspect of myself dwells wholly for this time period.
Some time ago I took a fascination to low doses of these seeds as a sort of nootropic not unlike piracetam or other assorted "brain foods". Normally, most individuals have reported that threshold effects are only felt after ingestion of a few hundred seeds. Typically most people retain the mindset that these seeds can "give you a buzz" or are "cheap and natural acid" and intend to view these seeds as passing recreation. I have read reports that shamans would only take as little as 25-50 seeds in order to achieve visionary states. I have come to the understanding that one must honor and acknowledge the divinity contained within these seeds in order for any sort of bond to develop, and one must prove oneself time and time again, with one's intentions being pure or not playing a key role.
So my nootropical dose is a mere spoonful of seeds, 15-25 at most, which should hardly result in anything felt besides mild stomach discomfort, let alone a "trip" in any case. Ingestion occurred 2 hours before class is to start, and I was surprised to find that midway through my train ride to school I felt myself entering a much, much deeper state of meditative stillness and emptiness than normal, partially quelling slight nausea which was remedied by breath control and some water, and noticed that the visual static in my field of vision increased dramatically. I was beginning to arrive within the throes of the initial stages of an entheogenic state of being, from a serving which was ~1/8th of what should normally be taken, and yet felt very much as though I'd taken a dose of 10g worth of seeds. I should also note that in conjunction with the seeds I underwent my normal daily routine of 432hz audial meditation, and a few times I had a small cannabis joint after I stepped out of my house or ingested 2-3 Datura seeds (which, apart from being a deleriant at higher doses but extremely safe at this dosage range, function as both lucid dream aids and, more importantly, psychedelic potentiators, greatly enhancing low doses of psychedelics/entheogens. However for most of my experiments I only included them a few times). These factors served only to enhance.
Now that I have gotten the 'backstory' out of the way, I may go onto the phenomenon which occurred.
My Philosophy class, initially, and still to a considerable degree, did not host too much participation or discussion amongst my fellow peers. What answers were given were short and did not usually 'hit the mark', oftentimes slight tangents which had nothing to do with the question asked nor was the answer a direct correlative one. My primary reason for ingesting the Morning Glory seeds prior to class is so that I would be able to immerse myself much more deeply into it and utilize the mental capabilities the state offers (visualization of concepts, very rapid almost computer-like deconstructive analysis of every word in a sentence, ability to perceive the true intention and meaning behind statements, etc.) so as to better 'philosophize', so to speak. To my delight these all occurred; as soon as the professor finished his question I instantly and intuitively received the answer in my mind, within mere moments of his sentence ending. During his lectures I was able to analyze everything from various angles almost simultaneously and deduced the core meaning behind them. Apart from this, one very important aspect also occurred. I felt my sense of self 'melt', and I perceived my field of consciousness expanding tremendously, recognizing its essence as the 'visual static' I was perceiving. As I felt my field of consciousness engulf the entire room, I noticed that people would look at me in a slightly confused or startled manner.
Here is where it gets interesting for a few reasons: upon receiving the answer in my mind, I did not immediately speak. However, while retaining the answer in my mind, I would glance at someone (our seating arrangement was a circle in which we all faced each other) and fixate my faze upon them for several moments. To my surprise this individual would raise their hand and state the exact answer which I was thinking, albeit with a minute amount of words changed, added or removed, but enough that their statement matched mine about 85%. It should be noted also, that the individual who responded whom I gazed at happened to be one of the few who rarely, if not at all, ever participates. This would happen quite often during the 3-hour period of class and each and every time I went to class in this state (I'd estimate... 5 classes I had ingested Morning Glories for breakfast) this phenomenon occurred.
Another interesting aspect that happened was, many things the professor would say very eerily made reference to something deep within my subconscious, about some aspect of myself or some thought I was or had been thinking. It was as though the professor became an externalized quasi-mouthpiece for my subconscious to voice itself through. I was startled at this and it definitely caused my eyebrow to raise, and I would have went into a paranoid state had I not held the multi-layered understanding that one's reality is a direct reflection of their psyche and all that this entails.
After class had ended I remained in this entheogenic state for well over 8 hours, in which I enjoyed a plethora of synchronicities and instances of much more rapid manifestation of thought, accompanied by extreme clarity, sharp perception, fluctuating instances of time dilation and compression, enhanced fluidity of expressing myself vocally, and the ability to understand the reason for circumstances which befell me in the metaphysical sense throughout the remainder of the day. All this, from a small spoonful of seeds, which acted as consciousness-expanding multivitamins in a sense! I ceased this weekly experiment after 5 or so class sessions as I'd noticed that, having my entire focus on the mental realms in absolute silence, I was not as proficient at oral articulation and would be delayed in my speech or stutter to a slight degree when I did speak.
Do I present this as evidence for psychic powers? No. I only offer this as the recollection of events which consisted of phenomenon pertaining to what one may categorize or regard as "psychic phenomenon". I feign no hypothesis. I may only speculate upon a number of things as to why I received the results I did.
- My field of consciousness expanded to a degree which interpenetrated those of everyone else's, my subconscious linking with theirs, thus allowing for this mental transparency and apparent telepathy.
- Because of the heightened vibrational frequency which the seeds put me at, my consciousness was much more capable of perceiving or linking with the presently and gradually increasing 4D energetic bleedthrough which allowed me to access the capabilities which become available to consciousness at that density, that being telepathy, mental transparency, greater degree of sensing intention, etc.
- The seeds merely allowed me to access the latent abilities which are already present within me but are not consciously utilized or remain functionally dormant for the time being.
Regardless of what the explanation might be, all I know is this: I ate seeds known for generating the divine essence within, I sat in class, I received complete answers split seconds after a question was asked (allowing me no time to ponder it, regardless how complex a query it was), I held the answer in my mind, I would gaze at someone for a few seconds who either never answers or gives a random answer, and they would repeat an answer extremely similar to what I had just thought. This seemed to happen without my acknowledgment of this capability nor my having consciously willed it. It just happened. It is only recently, and partially due to this thread, that I revisited the experience and realized that I'd overlooked this facet of these events and what possible significance they hold.
I hope to repeat this experiment on a much grander scale and with a more stringent methodology, as well as the set and focused intention to reproduce this phenomenon. I wish for this to result in a much more conscious control and understanding of it...
Feel free to dissect, examine and speculate on the aforementioned to your heart's content. Perhaps someone may help me make better sense of this.
Earlier on in my school semester I decided that Philosophy class might be the perfect opportunity to test my mettle while having ingested the entheogenic nootropic I have become very familiar with and have utilized for spiritual progression, Tlilitzin, more commonly recognized as Morning Glory seeds, the divine sacraments which the Aztec civilization among many others have held in high regard and acknowledged that within these seeds dwelled the capacity to facilitate the awakening of divinity within a person. I have come to know these seeds well and they are my prime and closest allies in regards to all the "plant teachers" of this world. I hold complete control over the states in which it induces in me, thus allowing for complete and absolute normal functioning throughout my day but with the strong sense that the lower self which normally dwells in this world is eradicated for the duration of the alteration and indeed the Higher Aspect of myself dwells wholly for this time period.
Some time ago I took a fascination to low doses of these seeds as a sort of nootropic not unlike piracetam or other assorted "brain foods". Normally, most individuals have reported that threshold effects are only felt after ingestion of a few hundred seeds. Typically most people retain the mindset that these seeds can "give you a buzz" or are "cheap and natural acid" and intend to view these seeds as passing recreation. I have read reports that shamans would only take as little as 25-50 seeds in order to achieve visionary states. I have come to the understanding that one must honor and acknowledge the divinity contained within these seeds in order for any sort of bond to develop, and one must prove oneself time and time again, with one's intentions being pure or not playing a key role.
So my nootropical dose is a mere spoonful of seeds, 15-25 at most, which should hardly result in anything felt besides mild stomach discomfort, let alone a "trip" in any case. Ingestion occurred 2 hours before class is to start, and I was surprised to find that midway through my train ride to school I felt myself entering a much, much deeper state of meditative stillness and emptiness than normal, partially quelling slight nausea which was remedied by breath control and some water, and noticed that the visual static in my field of vision increased dramatically. I was beginning to arrive within the throes of the initial stages of an entheogenic state of being, from a serving which was ~1/8th of what should normally be taken, and yet felt very much as though I'd taken a dose of 10g worth of seeds. I should also note that in conjunction with the seeds I underwent my normal daily routine of 432hz audial meditation, and a few times I had a small cannabis joint after I stepped out of my house or ingested 2-3 Datura seeds (which, apart from being a deleriant at higher doses but extremely safe at this dosage range, function as both lucid dream aids and, more importantly, psychedelic potentiators, greatly enhancing low doses of psychedelics/entheogens. However for most of my experiments I only included them a few times). These factors served only to enhance.
Now that I have gotten the 'backstory' out of the way, I may go onto the phenomenon which occurred.
My Philosophy class, initially, and still to a considerable degree, did not host too much participation or discussion amongst my fellow peers. What answers were given were short and did not usually 'hit the mark', oftentimes slight tangents which had nothing to do with the question asked nor was the answer a direct correlative one. My primary reason for ingesting the Morning Glory seeds prior to class is so that I would be able to immerse myself much more deeply into it and utilize the mental capabilities the state offers (visualization of concepts, very rapid almost computer-like deconstructive analysis of every word in a sentence, ability to perceive the true intention and meaning behind statements, etc.) so as to better 'philosophize', so to speak. To my delight these all occurred; as soon as the professor finished his question I instantly and intuitively received the answer in my mind, within mere moments of his sentence ending. During his lectures I was able to analyze everything from various angles almost simultaneously and deduced the core meaning behind them. Apart from this, one very important aspect also occurred. I felt my sense of self 'melt', and I perceived my field of consciousness expanding tremendously, recognizing its essence as the 'visual static' I was perceiving. As I felt my field of consciousness engulf the entire room, I noticed that people would look at me in a slightly confused or startled manner.
Here is where it gets interesting for a few reasons: upon receiving the answer in my mind, I did not immediately speak. However, while retaining the answer in my mind, I would glance at someone (our seating arrangement was a circle in which we all faced each other) and fixate my faze upon them for several moments. To my surprise this individual would raise their hand and state the exact answer which I was thinking, albeit with a minute amount of words changed, added or removed, but enough that their statement matched mine about 85%. It should be noted also, that the individual who responded whom I gazed at happened to be one of the few who rarely, if not at all, ever participates. This would happen quite often during the 3-hour period of class and each and every time I went to class in this state (I'd estimate... 5 classes I had ingested Morning Glories for breakfast) this phenomenon occurred.
Another interesting aspect that happened was, many things the professor would say very eerily made reference to something deep within my subconscious, about some aspect of myself or some thought I was or had been thinking. It was as though the professor became an externalized quasi-mouthpiece for my subconscious to voice itself through. I was startled at this and it definitely caused my eyebrow to raise, and I would have went into a paranoid state had I not held the multi-layered understanding that one's reality is a direct reflection of their psyche and all that this entails.
After class had ended I remained in this entheogenic state for well over 8 hours, in which I enjoyed a plethora of synchronicities and instances of much more rapid manifestation of thought, accompanied by extreme clarity, sharp perception, fluctuating instances of time dilation and compression, enhanced fluidity of expressing myself vocally, and the ability to understand the reason for circumstances which befell me in the metaphysical sense throughout the remainder of the day. All this, from a small spoonful of seeds, which acted as consciousness-expanding multivitamins in a sense! I ceased this weekly experiment after 5 or so class sessions as I'd noticed that, having my entire focus on the mental realms in absolute silence, I was not as proficient at oral articulation and would be delayed in my speech or stutter to a slight degree when I did speak.
Do I present this as evidence for psychic powers? No. I only offer this as the recollection of events which consisted of phenomenon pertaining to what one may categorize or regard as "psychic phenomenon". I feign no hypothesis. I may only speculate upon a number of things as to why I received the results I did.
- My field of consciousness expanded to a degree which interpenetrated those of everyone else's, my subconscious linking with theirs, thus allowing for this mental transparency and apparent telepathy.
- Because of the heightened vibrational frequency which the seeds put me at, my consciousness was much more capable of perceiving or linking with the presently and gradually increasing 4D energetic bleedthrough which allowed me to access the capabilities which become available to consciousness at that density, that being telepathy, mental transparency, greater degree of sensing intention, etc.
- The seeds merely allowed me to access the latent abilities which are already present within me but are not consciously utilized or remain functionally dormant for the time being.
Regardless of what the explanation might be, all I know is this: I ate seeds known for generating the divine essence within, I sat in class, I received complete answers split seconds after a question was asked (allowing me no time to ponder it, regardless how complex a query it was), I held the answer in my mind, I would gaze at someone for a few seconds who either never answers or gives a random answer, and they would repeat an answer extremely similar to what I had just thought. This seemed to happen without my acknowledgment of this capability nor my having consciously willed it. It just happened. It is only recently, and partially due to this thread, that I revisited the experience and realized that I'd overlooked this facet of these events and what possible significance they hold.
I hope to repeat this experiment on a much grander scale and with a more stringent methodology, as well as the set and focused intention to reproduce this phenomenon. I wish for this to result in a much more conscious control and understanding of it...
Feel free to dissect, examine and speculate on the aforementioned to your heart's content. Perhaps someone may help me make better sense of this.