In regards to eating meat

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Because I want them to feel understood. I want them to feel accepted. I want them to feel welcomed within my sphere of influence.

Could it be a green ray/blue ray issue?

41.25 Green ray is the movement through various experiences of energy exchanges having to do with compassion and all-forgiving love to the primary blue ray which is the first ray of radiation of self regardless of any actions from another.

The green-ray entity is ineffectual in the face of blockage from other-selves. The blue-ray entity is a co-Creator.

I remember you said that you are here to learn compassion and to balance an overabundance of wisdom. But in this case it sounds like maybe you are feeling green ray to be ineffectual and are working to radiate the self regardless of the other-self distortions.