04-25-2012, 05:40 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-25-2012, 05:51 PM by AnthroHeart.)
For a bit I was seeing the world as "I am creator making this stuff happen" and that kind of scared me. I can't take credit for how things are manifesting around me. How things are changing in the world. All I know is that I hold onto a vision of my desired reality, however alien and foreign it might be from the current reality. The thing is keeping faith and will going strong, because it's so easy to get disconcerted because the shifting seems to be taking so long. But there's an awful lot to shift, so in actuality my progress ain't too bad. I guess I have a lot of beliefs to get through before I can find that reality I truly, truly desire with all my being.
I tell you when I do eventually find this world within me, I don't think I would deserve it because it would just be too amazing. I certainly need humility at times because when you have this awareness, you realize the power you have to make things change. My biggest fear is hurting someone, and all the challenges that my growth seems to cause in others.
I tell you when I do eventually find this world within me, I don't think I would deserve it because it would just be too amazing. I certainly need humility at times because when you have this awareness, you realize the power you have to make things change. My biggest fear is hurting someone, and all the challenges that my growth seems to cause in others.