12-21-2009, 10:17 AM
(12-20-2009, 03:23 PM)ayadew Wrote: The choice was clear a long time ago I think, but it was not as obvious as now. Perhaps the choice was made when I noticed the slightest implication that all things were like this.
Penetrating the veil is not very meaningful actually, for you cannot take any of the concepts granted there back with you except the love. The rational mind doesn't want it. It is hopelessly 3D.
Now I can appreciate the rain more, I hope! Meditation and it's effects are quite random for me, but it sounds comfortable for you. A place of rest is always good, quite nifty to have it stored inside your body! Very mobile!
I can really feel my beloved STS entities picking at my head now, as if the light beacon desperately needs to be put out! But it never gets tedious to greet them in love and light of themselves. I hope they enjoy the brick wall.
I have felt like a small candle lighthouse in a wintry stormy bay, trying desperately to connect my love with others, hoping it would melt their frozen hearts. The rain has been constantly bashing against me, trying to snuff out my light, with only a few moments of respite few and far in between.
Now I can understand why certain Masters would want to live their life without attachments, so that they can better focus their minds efficiently.
How do you put up a wall of love when it's necessary for me to interact with others financially and in relationships? This society is certainly built up to be quite the devious machination.