12-21-2009, 01:56 AM
Let me say thank you to you all... Words can't really express my gratitude for using your time to help a complete stranger like me. 
I have noticed this wave pattern before, however I was blind to it taking place in my own life! How silly... A rapid period of growth has taken place, and I'm now in a resting stage, just like the cycles of wake and sleep or so many many many of the other cycles we see around us all the time. I am starting to feel like I have digested this catalyst. I feel more whole inside, perhaps because I have resolved, or recrystallized, as Ayadew says, my efforts to find love in every moment, even these seemingly harsh ones.
Thank you again for your loving advice. I also thank the universe for showing me my alternative attitudes on life. What I first thought was his energy body drawing "substance" from mine I now realize to simply be a change in me brought about by a simple change in my attitude. After all, we're all very capable of acting any way we want at any time. There is truly nothing separating STS from STO, we are both, we are one, and yet we have the choice to be either from moment to moment.
Love
I have noticed this wave pattern before, however I was blind to it taking place in my own life! How silly... A rapid period of growth has taken place, and I'm now in a resting stage, just like the cycles of wake and sleep or so many many many of the other cycles we see around us all the time. I am starting to feel like I have digested this catalyst. I feel more whole inside, perhaps because I have resolved, or recrystallized, as Ayadew says, my efforts to find love in every moment, even these seemingly harsh ones.
Thank you again for your loving advice. I also thank the universe for showing me my alternative attitudes on life. What I first thought was his energy body drawing "substance" from mine I now realize to simply be a change in me brought about by a simple change in my attitude. After all, we're all very capable of acting any way we want at any time. There is truly nothing separating STS from STO, we are both, we are one, and yet we have the choice to be either from moment to moment.
Love