Premonitions

[Meerie]

And did you find mushrooms?

I remember, at my previous job, when I saw the new colleague for the first time, coming for the interview, I felt like someone had punched me real hard in the stomach.
The feeling was so intense, a feeling of "doom and gloom" and the thought "if she gets the job, then I will have to leave".
I never experienced that with someone else before and after.
Hate at first sight, so to speak.
And what can I say, I could not work with her, and finally looked for another job.
I am pretty sure that there was a karmic bond and we knew each other from an "unpleasant encounter" in another lifetime.
But all this happened prior to my awakening and I sometimes wonder, if today I would be able to cope with such a situation differently...