12-15-2009, 01:41 AM
I'm often tired of the damnable choices presented in this density, either you abuse yourself or you abuse someone else. At the current moment I have to do things because a family depends on me. That keeps me stuck in very stupid choices that I would never deign to be a part of otherwise. It's nobody's fault, it's just the stupid setup here.
Sometimes people tell me I'm too proud. Sometimes people let me know one way or another that they think I'm very humble. Actually I'm just getting offended with this place and I've had enough of it.
If an old soul is as described in the Michael Teachings, how about a soul that already finished this nonsense ages ago? I have some recollections of deciding to face difficulty here, but in the future I'll have to remember not to put myself through this again, at least not for a long long time! This isn't a threat, it isn't a promise, but it certainly is my current intention.
Sometimes people tell me I'm too proud. Sometimes people let me know one way or another that they think I'm very humble. Actually I'm just getting offended with this place and I've had enough of it.
If an old soul is as described in the Michael Teachings, how about a soul that already finished this nonsense ages ago? I have some recollections of deciding to face difficulty here, but in the future I'll have to remember not to put myself through this again, at least not for a long long time! This isn't a threat, it isn't a promise, but it certainly is my current intention.