At a time of not knowing-

[litllady]

Thank you Monica and ayadew...

I felt somewhat guilty today for this post. But we all are human (well for now) and it is something I struggle with sometimes.

I dont think I am trying to convince her that my way is the only permissible one at all though ayadew, I really just want her to know that I will be ok ...not to worry.

I have thought about what you said before Monica, about just not sharing so much about what I believe, even when asked. I do very much so encorporate much of what I beleive in a Biblical way to her...and this is our common ground that we love to talk about.

You are right ayadew, I dont need a reason to love others. I love all and will always. I guess this can be the effect of two people sharing philosophies and ideas. Today carried on just like any other, we continued talking about something new. Our bond is very strong and we have shared so many things together....I just dont want mom to worry about me going the 'wrong' way. Even though in one breath she tells me she see's such a great change in me, she also worries that the devil is just that sly.

Thanks to all for helping me talk this through with myself *smiles*

Much love!