03-14-2012, 10:48 PM
When I studied at Red Cross I met one guy. Many had problems with him, as he had many problems with himself. By some reason I happened to like him. One day he opened up to me and told me that when he lived in his home country, the soldiers came by his village. They shot his big brother in front of him. They then raped and tortured his pregnant mother, cut up her stomach and took the fetuce out of it. I won't tell what they did with it. Then they made him to come with them and shoot other people, and do horrible stuff till he was able to run away. When I couple of years later worked at social services I met a woman who told me that when she was four years old, her father chained her to the bed and raped her, for several years. Then he let his friends to do that too, for money. She was so damaged, that she could never have children. But I guess that is of minor extremity. When I many years later read in one book, I got to know that there was this planet that got destroyed. And people living on that planet couldn't be reached for about 500 000 years, due the knot of fear they found themselves in. I don't know if there is any extreme suffering, or if suffering is suffering, as you said, depending on the perception. I don't have any bigger picture. When stuff like this happen all suffer, the victim, the victimizer and the whole planet. They will hear these stories, they will meet these persons, and these energies will not disappear for some time. I know that all is well, and the love and the light will eventually heal this darkness. I don't claim to have any answers, but I do realize that it is easy to say that all is One Infinite Creator, and very difficult to realize that from within, deep, deep inside, without closing the eyes on the stories I've just told.