03-12-2012, 12:59 PM
What happens when we die? Hmmm, since it's Harvest times, the clock has striked the hour, and we get to go home! (Sorry, couldn't resist that.)
I've always been fascinated by the death too. When I was young, there was a boy in my vicinity who has been in some kind of car accident and all adults talked about that he maybe now will die. This was so fascinating to me, that I went to that hospital where he was, for *several days*, just to experience death. (I was young and didn't understand it properly.) Some psychic also told me that death is fascinating to me. I suppose that if my memories of being a priest in ancient Egypt are correct, I've had my share with this. And what do I do now - working in a hospice where people are dying.
One time, at my work, I was holding hand of one patient, who took his last breathe, and this is what I experienced: a "field leak" (don't have any proper word for it) opened up above his head, and I experienced a rush of most amazing, unconditionally loving energy running through me, taking me with it through this "leak". It was dark in there. And then the leak closed, and I "came back" to the present moment. I couldn't stop feeling this complete joy and love. Couldn't stop smiling, as I understood that it wasn't me experiencing it, but him. He went to the light/love. =)
Thanks for posting.
I've always been fascinated by the death too. When I was young, there was a boy in my vicinity who has been in some kind of car accident and all adults talked about that he maybe now will die. This was so fascinating to me, that I went to that hospital where he was, for *several days*, just to experience death. (I was young and didn't understand it properly.) Some psychic also told me that death is fascinating to me. I suppose that if my memories of being a priest in ancient Egypt are correct, I've had my share with this. And what do I do now - working in a hospice where people are dying.
One time, at my work, I was holding hand of one patient, who took his last breathe, and this is what I experienced: a "field leak" (don't have any proper word for it) opened up above his head, and I experienced a rush of most amazing, unconditionally loving energy running through me, taking me with it through this "leak". It was dark in there. And then the leak closed, and I "came back" to the present moment. I couldn't stop feeling this complete joy and love. Couldn't stop smiling, as I understood that it wasn't me experiencing it, but him. He went to the light/love. =)
Thanks for posting.