12-08-2009, 08:36 AM
I expressed myself badly I think. I sat before my pc for 3 days, halfway I finally saw that connection because I was investigating much rumours and so on. Surfing from youtube to scientific websites to conspiracy websites to italian websites to... and looking thinks up to understand and so on... a real investigation. Then I understood and had a panic attack. 30 min. later i was calm again for so far I could be. I talked about that experience. Nothing else.