03-07-2012, 11:11 PM
(03-07-2012, 09:20 PM)Azrael Wrote: Patience, Patience, Patience, that which is developed in the Lesser Work of the Alchemist, yes, I know this well. I have no desire to start over, nor have any desire to change my direction, but rather I suppose the day to day temporal form sometimes gets very tiring and confusing. I often feel guilty about seemingly "doing nothing" to outward appearances, when I am in a constant state of working with energies internally.
On one hand, I feel that I didn't necessarily post this for myself, but to bring awareness to the immense frustration one may feel when contending with these concepts.
And to me, that points out that instead of being comfortably satisfied and apathetic in this temporary form, you are restless because of the fact that you ARE growing out of it. Comfort is, as I stated in the last post, the domain of those who enjoy the flesh of the temporary form because they think that is what they are. But that comfort all comes to an end when that temporary gives out on them.