03-05-2012, 12:01 AM
Well it certainly is intricate and attacks reveal a lot. I feel there is a turning point in the seeking process where you are called back into balance where mystery and being resides. The more you think you "know", is to set yourself up for an attack. It either stops when you find a distortion that needed correction, or when you just give in and say "I have no clue in how to proceed." That last part is a release of wisdom, of knowing, and a release of attempting to put things in order.
The key seems to be unknowing, which Ra has suggested. The more I reject my need to know, I find that the attack stops. I feel that beyond a certain point there is nothing to seek, and life is more about being which has also been stressed. It's kind of ridiculous to have a certain amount of surety I think. It's as if you're being humbled. But most importantly, if you're not keeping a light heart and laughing about it all, the central component of life which is joy is missing.
The key seems to be unknowing, which Ra has suggested. The more I reject my need to know, I find that the attack stops. I feel that beyond a certain point there is nothing to seek, and life is more about being which has also been stressed. It's kind of ridiculous to have a certain amount of surety I think. It's as if you're being humbled. But most importantly, if you're not keeping a light heart and laughing about it all, the central component of life which is joy is missing.