2007.03.25 The Female Orgasm

[Shemaya]

I understand what you are saying Ankh.

From my own experience, a situation played out just as you all are describing in the thread. At one point in my awakening I though it was my responsibility to guide my husband/partner spiritually, this was an idea I accepted from a spiritual teacher at the time. When I expressed this to my partner he found it highly offensive. Now I see my thought/energy with respect to the situation as controlling, manipulative, not STO, but STS because I was pushing him to see things my way and I wanted /want him to understand what I understand. It has been catalyst for both of us.

So while he can see obvious changes in our relationship before/after my awakening/kundalini activation, it is for him to use the catalyst as he wishes. It's a lesson for both of us, me to use the catalyst and reaffirm my choice to be loving and accepting, and he to experience something more profound than the way things were before. But it is totally up to him how he uses the catalyst, his pace,his timing, his journey. And as much as I want him to understand things my way, he can sense the difference between STO/STS energy and he reacts to that.