does it FEEL like your last year on Planet Earth?

[godwide_void]

It certainly does, and this feeling began sometime early last year when I had this sudden realization (Harvest wasn't on my mind) that I was not going to be here much longer. At the present moment it feels like I'm in my last cycle of certain clusters of experience designed to rid myself of particular distortions I've picked up in my time here, to complete the manifestation of what I envision, and to implement everything I've learned to its fullest potential. Why do you think I've been releasing a new album monthly since early last year? I am operating on a deadline.

As you, I also feel I am coming to a much more comprehensive understanding of myself and how I may better relate and connect to otherselves, and better fortifying the relationship between my mind, body, spirit, and the all-encompassing divine presence in life. I do not feel fear or sorrow at the fact that I may no longer be with those souls I've grown close to and come to deeply love in this life, for I know that we will remain bound eternally in forms beyond this one, our true forms, in those higher spheres where suffering and pain is unknown. I look forward to and greatly seek towards the opportunity to experience an existence founded upon harmony that knows no boundaries and love that knows no end. I wish to be able to see more clearly the essence of God behind every eye, within every heart and inside every mind.

It has certainly been an enjoyable and truly epic learning experience, to go through all the dramas and laughs, and even the most painful and mentally/emotionally unbearable times are cherished for they too had their place. It was very peculiar and intriguing to have waded through life in this present form. It was certainly fun while it lasted... various and interestings things were done, and I look forward to this final stretch and accept every single purging/cleansing catalyst which arises. It feels as though the last chapter is being written, and it is now moreso a matter of biding ones time methinks. I only hope to have purified myself and better dispersed love to those around me to a high degree by the time 'death' or what have you comes.

I am very excited to see what the rest of this year will bring!