story of a ......wanderer?

[Plenum]

Hehe, I'm not actually from China. Was born and grew up in South Africa.
China is where I currently find myself though - strong affinity and my 2nd home.

well ... good enough!

first Wanderer from South Africa then!



lol

Then, when I was 24 I found my spiritual Master!! And everything changed!!
Apart from being initiated into the most wonderful meditation method imaginable to man, I finally found a place where I could feel I'm being loved/respected for being alive and not because I knew how to rhyme or juggle balls in the air. An unconditional kind of love, or as close to it you'd find in this physical existence. After having spent some time with the group in a community environment where we spent the days working and meditating, everything changed. I'm not sure if it was having found a real living Master, or the relief of having found a group where I could actually belong, or if it was the meditation itself, or a combination of these factors, but everything changed, even though nothing was really different.

this is truly an uplifting turn of events. Meditation is the key to the Beyond, and finding the right technique is quite essential. It is wholely individual, so one has to experiment to a certain degree. But you found your path, and the way back to Unity.

The isolation you describe earlier is very much consistent with a Wanderer-type experience. Many here would attest to that total sense of alienation and 'difference'.