Polarity gain/loss from acceptance.

[Liet]

To all these things my mind says :why?

When i ask myself a question, i always get guided towards figuring it out in one way or another in the following "1sec - 2days".
I dont recieve blind answers (even tho sometimes i want to)...
If its not possible to "figure it out" then i wont come to an answer.

I really dont have any questions that i care to ask anymore

So lets say you had these problems, what would you do?

I DID have these problems.... from age 1-20.
Then again from this summer -> this winter.

The first time i did something about it was by unknowingly meditating in a manner which strengthened all chakras equaly (meh, felt natural.. i thought that was the only kind of meditation there was for a period)

Push the crown upwards and outwards. focus on it and the lower part of your body (the "inbetween" will come along by itself).

The second time i "fixed" it (well, a few weeks left 'till my aura is white again) was after finaly having fully understood how the spectrum and its frequencies actualy work. I'm meditating to frequencies for the two lowest pieces, one for all the passive and one for all the active.

Also i bought myself a citrine crystal, i was skeptic about crystals 'till i got mine.
Altho not all crystals ive bought since have had noticable effects, this one is just WOW when i got it near my body... tried buying a larger citrine later (2 instead of 1 inch long), didnt have any effect at all.

<3
the brown you see in it equals to the colors between orange and pink.
white'ish transparent; lime (and possibly up to turqoise, not sure yet)