Polarity gain/loss from acceptance.

[Aureus]

I guess my solar plexus isn't really in top shape either, how should I know?

how intense is your desire to sprint when being mobile...
how tall is your crown, for how long can you push it to max length and hold it there?
how great is your desire to organize things.
how skilled of a liar are you?
for how long can you stare at your focus without loosing it?.
how great is your ability to find patterns?
how intense is your ability to scream/roar louder than physicaly possible?
how much pride do you take in things you have accomplished or at your reflection (one with a healthy solar plexus sais "f*** yeah")
how well do you adapt to your environment? (do you blend in?)
how actionpacked are your dreams? how fast do you become rested from sleeping?

etz etz etz etz......

Thanks!

It's clear that mine is weak as f*k.. I'm a philosopher, years of "not knowing" has left me insecure and disconnected.

To all these things my mind says :why?

Though I can recall some days when I've felt strong, times when in my dreams I didn't fail. I really appreciate your guidance!

So lets say you had these problems, what would you do?