01-28-2012, 04:30 AM
Listen, I really like what you've done here. (oh I just realized you didn't make this 
well thanks for posting anyway)
I'm experiencing various things mentioned here which are all relevant to myself but seriously though #45 almost made me cry. I really needed to read that. You pretty much stated to me what I already know. The problem is I'm thinking too much and have a tiny ego. I kept myself from believing that my brain is adjusting perfectly fine. It's affected my life so much and it has been very difficult dealing with this. My studies have become more challenging and I have been feeling negative about this. I even thought I had messed up my brain with cannabis. I think too much so I'll stop while I'm ahead. I just wanted to tell you how much this means to me. It's just nice to hear this from someone else.
Recently I've been limiting myself immensely because of this specific issue. I'm very aware that I'm unbalanced in some areas. I very much did NEED to hear this because my ego was too small to trust myself. This is a synchronistic interface between self and self. Of all the possibilities we chose this path together. Inlakesh
I won't beat myself up anymore because of the state of my consciousness. I will feel positive to know that things are as they should as they always have been. Thanks again brother. peace n love
well thanks for posting anyway)I'm experiencing various things mentioned here which are all relevant to myself but seriously though #45 almost made me cry. I really needed to read that. You pretty much stated to me what I already know. The problem is I'm thinking too much and have a tiny ego. I kept myself from believing that my brain is adjusting perfectly fine. It's affected my life so much and it has been very difficult dealing with this. My studies have become more challenging and I have been feeling negative about this. I even thought I had messed up my brain with cannabis. I think too much so I'll stop while I'm ahead. I just wanted to tell you how much this means to me. It's just nice to hear this from someone else.
Recently I've been limiting myself immensely because of this specific issue. I'm very aware that I'm unbalanced in some areas. I very much did NEED to hear this because my ego was too small to trust myself. This is a synchronistic interface between self and self. Of all the possibilities we chose this path together. Inlakesh
I won't beat myself up anymore because of the state of my consciousness. I will feel positive to know that things are as they should as they always have been. Thanks again brother. peace n love